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so long dint blog le.....

2005-05-12T05:29:00.001+08:00

omg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wth i wrote so much end up the system hang again!!!! toopid!!! aiyo.. okie... tired le.. but i still cant get to slp~~~ hell manz.. arghh... i'm having insomia again!!! sian sian sianz... hahahaha...

okie lazy to type all over again le.. so i'll do a short cut.. lol...

things of concern:
1. i missed so many YCF training!!!!---> wonder how am i goin to catch up on the couple dance and formation thingy??

2. think i'm getting fat due to working... i'm lazy i juz cant do exercise or jog after my work...

3. my attachment is ending on 28 may!!! so happy hahaha~~~ at least i can regain my freedom ar... lolz...

4. ytd was tested on the contact lens parameters... haha.. guess i did quite badly ar? dunno leh.. but i missed out quite mani base curve and diameter and even water content!!! hell manz.. i've been trying to remember those thingy for days.. yet.. dot dot dot.. watever.. tot my most confident part was my power range.. though not bad but still got wrong.. my optom still said i have good imagination manz.. can imagine so many parameters out.. lol.. no choice last min mixed up wif those parameters from ciba and b&l le.. lol.. watever...

5. nth le.. except tt i wan to slp.. but juz cant.. i think i go rot le.. sianz.. later still must work.. omG... >.<" but cant wait to meet my cuties later~~~ muacks!

so long dint blog le.....

2005-05-12T05:29:00.000+08:00

hi to all again~~ arghhh.. so long dint blog le.. haha...quite lazy to blog recently.. dot dot dot.. lol... okie now is 0530 AM!!! omg.. cant imagine i'm blogging at such a weird hour.. haha.. omGGG... i juz cant get to sleep.. dunno why.. my sore throat is making mi sick!!! i'm having insomia again!!! arghhh... i dun wan!!!!

haiz... anyway... omg.. since i start my attachment i felt bored~~~ so sianz.. i felt FAT too.. hahaha.. omg.. why am i the opposite.. ppl work will lost weight de rite.. but mi leh.. aiyo.. sianz lor.. sob sob... i'm goin to start my jian fei ji hua after attachment!!! lol.. watever... omg.. the worse thing is tt i missed so mani YCF training... sianz lor.. i think i forgot most of the steps and now tt they're learning on the couple dance and the formation thingy liao.. den i'm gone case le.. lol... sian sian sian..

though i like the job but i hated the working hours... must work till so late go here cannot go there oso cannot.. arghhhhh!!!! haiz.. think i am juz goin to bare wif it for 3 more weeks den by den i'll regain my freedom.. haha.. yup come to tt i think my optom she quite nice to mi manz.. hehe... she still make an effort to set a test for mi to do.. (in order to motivate mi to memorise the parameters of Contact lenses...) haha.. but den leh... a bit disappointing lar.. coz i get most of the cls BC wrong if not den is dia... juz cant remember.. lol..

arghhh

2005-04-25T23:31:00.000+08:00

aiyo... so toopid.... i wrote a whole long list of things lor.. end up suddenly jam... toopid toopid!!!! qi si wo le~~~ haha... watever... okie.. today is my 5th day of work le... so far so gd.. i guess due to my shop in-charge on leave bah.. lol... without her my ears is much more relax.. hehe..

anyway this few days learnt quite many things bah.. but more to a revision... coz i think most of the thing taught in sch i have all given back to the lecturers le.. lol.. yah anyway.. the hardest things was to like tok abt thing related to lenses like their different prices and different kinds... i still cant memorise those info.. yah.. and the next will be the adjustment of spects.. dun really dare to touch their frames so scary.. i scare i spoil their frames or lenses.. coz knowning that i'm rough lar.. okie.. haha..

the people there are okie.. quite nice to mi.. but still not close to them yet.. umm.. due to age gap?? watever.. dun think so.. i think i have to be more friendly liao.. must reach out rite??? hahaha.. den must oso try to be better wif my supervisor... like tt den will she give mi better grades rite.. hee. umm.. wat esle.. yah.. today met another yr3 senior.. okie.. i shld say graduated le bah.. but juz waiting for cert.. juz like wanfen lar... okie.. i prefer wanfen.. she's more helpful and friendly bah.. the other senior is call cansey if i'm not wrong.. she's a bit umm.. hao lian?? dunno.. or maybe she's not.. aiya dunno lar.. dunno her tt well.. okie.. today i chervel gave mi a revision on how to change the nosepad.. den immediately after the teaching lesson a customer came and chervel wasnt around... omg.. so i GO!! hahaha.. went to change the nosepad for tt person and voluntered to adjust the frame.. okie.. quite slow bah.. but scary... after adjusting the frame i tot i scratch the frame sia.. coz i suddenly saw some colour plating worn but guess i'm not tt powerful bah.. so pretend tt i dint see it.. lol.. watever since the customer dint say anything.. and even commented tt oh.. i sees clearer.. haha.. gd gd~~

tml is sunday~~ haiz..so sianz.. and my next offday will be on mon~~~ omg... will mon~~~ i prefer like towards the weekend!! say friday or thurs~~ why monday... aiyo... tt phyllis so bad.. sob sob.. i always dun have the common offdays will u all... dot dot dot... >.< k lar.. end here.. wanna watch naruto liao.. hehe..

2005-04-22T23:43:00.000+08:00

Okie for tues…. second day of work.. umm.. quite okie.. went there at 1230 doing the afternoon shift…. Finally saw my supervisor.. call Chervel… yup! She’s nice she’s pretty and she’s knowledgeable.. haha.. wonder when will I become like her.. lol.. okie.. at least she’s not like the shop in-charge Phyllis who is constantly giving mi scenarios and lecturing.. yah.. and come to this.. omg… know wat… tt Phyllis asked mi to go for a drink halfway thru… den as this is my second day of work… cant reject her.. so go lor.. anyway I dun think it would be anything good lar.. okie.. and true enough.. I saw her bring a file wif her.. okie.. we went to a coffeeshop to have a drink.. and started my long long lecturing session… Zzz.. Zzz… hahaha.. okie lar.. I shouldn’t say it’s bad.. but… ummz.. okie lor.. a bit toO boring le bah.. haha… kept giving mi scenarios again.. dot dot dot.. okie.. den she suddenly shot mi one qns somemore.. what are the factors tt influents the thickness of a lens and wat is the formula.. diaO.. factors okie lar.. but wat the.. who is will go and remember the formula… she still can say out it’s wat f1 over f2 blah blah blah.. omg… I tot got chart one.. juz refer can le wat.. nvm.. after tt when I went back to the shop one of the senior told mi tt coz tt Phyllis is juz having a course in SP too on dispensing I guess called wat SOTA or whatever course lar.. dat’s why she’s able to name it out.. haha..

Okie NVM.. I juz have to get use to it they says…. Ohh yah… and I discover tt my shop oso got one part time optom.. she’e Wan Fen… our third year senior..err.. yah… juz graduate waiting for cert bah.. she’s quite clever one.. working part-time wif paris miki and also in hospital helping in a research I guess.. and this coming September she’s goin over to UK to further on optometry… ohh.. omg.. she’s so good!!! I oso wanna further.. but I guess it’s hard.. result needs to be good… need to have $$$$ dot dot dot.. impossible for me…~~~ >.< okie anyway she’s nice though she dint tok a lot to mi.. hehe..

Basically today learned about progressive lenses and contact lenses.. omg.. so chim.. but lucky chervel is so nice and patient to teach mi.. hehe.. yah.. okie I’m goin to rate everyone in my shop slowly.. hahaha.. okie..

Rating for them....
umm.. okie Wan Fen i'll give an A for her.. (she's helpful)
Chervel is also an A
Emily a B.. (she's a part-timer but experienced in adjusting frames)
Charlence a B.. dunno her well.. so okie okie lor.. (an optician)
Kelvin umm.. for now a B lar.. (an edger is guess... always argue wif mi.. lol)
and lastly Phyllis.. the shop in-charge.. a C.. hahaha.. dun like her lecturing.. but okie lor.. hehe..

omg.. anyway cannot let them see if not i'll die.. lol

oh yeah first day of work..

2005-04-19T23:31:00.000+08:00

oOoo… today is the first day of work.. I reached there early and it wasn’t open yet.. so I went to knock at the “door” and guess wat they mistakened mi as customers saying tt it hasn’t open yet.. haaha.. whatever.. went into the shop.. they were all busy doing things and the onli thing I did was go stand at one corner.. lol.. den I went up to them asking tt is there anything for mi to help they ask mi go throw litter >.< hahaha.. whatever.. luckily not a lot.. hehe.. umm…. Den open door to do business… one of the optician called Charlene, she taught mi quite a lot on the diff kinds of lenses den ask mi to go one corner read up the different kind of lenses etc… den after a while she proceeded to teach mi on the keying in of those in voice, how and call customers up to inform them tt their spects is ready for collection….

Okie this is the first half of the day.. den around 130 like tt the shop incharge came in.. after she came in.. wahh.. sianz half lor.. give mi a whole long day of lecture.. dunno I shld like her or hate her.. haha… but I juz think tt her personality is weird.. hahaha.. whatever… okie one thing I remember is tt she keep giving mi scenarios den after all those customer related scenarios, she proceeded to teach mi on different lenses in depth.. diff brand of lens.. and den she ask mi one question.. dot dot dot.. she ask: is 1.5 RI a high index or a normal index lens… oOOoo… die.. I forgot le lor.. haha.. den I stupidly go say err… high.. and tt’s it.. she bang the table and say wat! Hahahhaa.. omg.. luckily she okieokie not really tt serious bah.. I guess.. haha.. okie..tat’s my fault lar I noel or.. den there is one edger in my shop called Kelvin… he still joined in and say this toot toot optom ar.. blah blah blah.. hahaha… nth to say.. den when there’s customers I would help to serve them, though a bit chapalang… haha.. after a while continued my story… start my lecturing on lenses again.. tok tok tok.. till halfway I realize it’s abt 750 plus.. I was suppose to knock of at 8.. yeah!! Den by the time thawlin is waiting outside the shop for mi le.. den I smile at him… hehe.. den tt incharge saw it lor.. diao.. okie tt incharge is call Phyllis.. den she asked mi who were u smiling to.. I said my fren who is waiting outside for mi.. den suddenly she came out wif an idea of asking mi another scenarios… she asked… let say if suddenly the shop is busy now and I wan u to extend your working hours to 930 how?? Diao… supposedly one manz… ahaha..-- bad experience liao… goin to consider her into my C categories others are still okie maybe an A or a B categories for other ppl.. okie.. to be continue…

umm.. i'm bored~~~~

2005-04-16T18:06:00.000+08:00

ooOoo.. i'mm bored now.. so bored.. haha.. yet so sleepy~~~ Zzzz... Zzz.. dot dot dot.. okie watever.. haha.. went to beach road the KEY POINT for an interview wif swee ting ytd.. haha.. we're so amused.. so happy~ umm.. the person from Paris Miki called us to inform us tt our attachment location have be changed.. at first i was like.. wat the... =( i cant go lunch or shopping or chinablack wif Ailing le.. all those things tt we had planned all go into waste.. penGz...

okie nvm.. i'm like okie lor... go down see see.. and noe wat.. we got interview one by one.. so scary manz.. but it turn out to be okie.. the guy was quite friendly.. haha.. okie the best part tt make mi so so so HAPPY is tt he told us tt our pay will be $5.50 per hr wahahaha.. so sweeting and i calculated tt we would be paid around 1K wahaha.. oMG $1000~~~~~~ omG... ($.$)" hahaha... yeshhhh.. first time attachment so much money.. wahahaha.. okie.. den i was relocated to Bishan Junction 8!!!! yah.. so ar.. those who are free during the holidays plz do drop by to say HELLO to mi woR.. wahaha.. yeshh...

yah... den ytd after tt interview went down to J8 wif xue hua to stalk my shop~~~ heez.. i passby and saw two gers there.. guess one of them shld be my superviser bah~ wahh.. they wear till super formal lor.. i wonder how i look in those thingy.. haha.. shld be weird.. but nvmm.. pretty can liao.. wahahah.. oops.. jk lar.. haha.. oh yah.. they even gave my a black coat.. diaOz.. tt guy told us tt we can onli wear black bottoms and shoes.. omG.. i dint really go buy black bottoms manz.. and concentrated on buying topz... so mani buttom shirt now.. suddenly sweeting told me tt tt guy said cant wear collar shirt?? diaoz.. coz our coat is chinese collar kind ar.. cant show the collar out.. diaoz!!!! idiot... waste my money.. but nvm.. went G2000 sales and bought a black pants for myself, and down to causeway to get a black handbag, a black skirt~~~ dot dot dot.. so sian.. ALL BLACK~~~~~~~~ watever.. my life is goin to be dull~~ ahahah...

CHOI!!! watever.. i have to colour it up and make it colourful!!!! lol.. so exciting now.. dunno wat will happen on mon.. yeah yeah~~ umm.. yah oso tml.. haha.. goin back for our YCF training again.. so long dint practise liao.. wonder how i'm gonna catch up.. and so sad.. really dunno how to arrange the time manz.. i have to work on weekends for my attachments.. how to go for my training?? omG!!!! see how bah.. best of luck for myself~~ heez...

ohhhh yeah exam is over!!!

2005-04-14T13:13:00.000+08:00

oh yeah!!!!! exaMz is OVER!!!! omGGGGG.. so happy for it.. yeah yeah.. hahaa.. okie a bit siao.. nvm.. okie.. finish exam on tues.. ohh den went out to celebrate wif my class ytd nite... yeah.. we went to chinablack so high manz.. hahaha... first time almost everyone of us came for the gathering.. lol... okie got mi, meiling, sweeting, bev, jovi, chiafoong, peisung, pam, and haona~~ and yah.. i dint noe meiliana was going toO.. okie i know i'm slow again.. but.. toopid!!! tt person dun let her in~~~~ coz she dint bring her IC... wat the... aiyo.. and this happen to pam too.. but lucky she dint go off.. after half an hour or so.. we went down to pass her the ic of haona.. haha.. so cute.. she kept on memorising the details of her ic.. and imitating how she smile... lol.. ----> lame!!

okie went up.. haona brought one of her guy fren down.. and after pam analysing.. think she's eyeing on him for the whole night?? hahaa.. opps.. come on manz.. tt guy's dad was timbleland's CEO sia.. rich KID~~~~ looks not bad.. character umm.. okie.. might not be my type.. a bit much ego liao... lol.. yah but overall he's not tt bad bah.. watever.. ---> not my type.. PAM wish u good luck! hahaha..

okie... after the first half of our dance.. tt's so high!!! everybody was umm.. dunnoe.. haha.. FUN.. den... here comes my leggy.. poor leggy.. i'm wearing my new covered shoes there.. okie.. toopid shoes i shld say.. kaoz.. my legs was swollen lor.. till now.. still pain!!! haahaa.. couldn't dance after the first half of it.. sweeting experience the same thing as mi lol.. poor us~~~ okie den the next half we were like toking and toking and toking.. and drinking lar.. dunn how many cups i drank.. my whole body is burning like hell.. but okie lar.. i guess is due to the sunburn~~~ CAI LUAN~~~ seee.... put so much tanning oil oso no use.. worse still my lips oso burning.. TILL NOW lor.. haha.. okie.. after tt around 3 or 4 went out to "rest" lol.. went to seven-eleven eat eat eat~~ hahaa.. rot till around 5 plus headed down to tk train home.. pam.. are u unwilling to leave?? hahaaha.. okie.. kidding lar.. hee..

reach home slp for less den 3 hours.. i wake up so early lor.. kaoz.. cant slp~~~ my whole body is burning... red red red... "ang ku"? dunno wat's tt watever.. haha.. tired....~~~~

omg... wat have i done?? is she crazy???

2005-04-08T04:37:00.000+08:00

ummm.. today dint go out wif jovi they all... coz really overslp den lazy to go orchard liao.. so went to play game.. den end up meeting cl and susan.. so long dint meet up wif them le.. still the same.. like to qi fu mi.. we went to causeway.. my purpose was to shop lar.. but.. tt susan as usual dun care abt mi!!! keep dragging cl away.. see.. see.. mei liang xin... everytime like tt cannot entertain mi awhile ar??? okie.. den went to Gelare---> is tt how u spell it?? haha watever.. yeshhh eat ice cream!! haha.. so sinful this few days.. >.<" hehe after tt we headed down to cl's hse to chat..

arghhhh i'm left wif one paper!!!!!!!!

2005-04-07T12:42:00.000+08:00

ooooOooooOO... yeah!!!! so happy manz.. i'm left with one more paper and yeshh.. followed by my umm... 5 days of holidays!!! okie.. exciting.. dint really have the mood to study... this few days were like trying veri hard to get into the mood to study.. lol.. well okie.. ytd binocular Vison paper was.. umm... okie lor.. i think there's too much time to study le.. which makes mi dun feel like studying.. haha.. anyway lucky ytd paper was okie.. poOr pei sung... she mixed up wif the papers to be taken.. shei tot it was CL complications... and end up she studied for it for the whole 2 days.. and ytd morning den she discovered it was bino vision paper... omg.. nvm pai sung i got faith in U!! u so smart sure can de.. =P

okie den after the paper bev, jovi, sweeting, pam, and mi headed down to tampines.. see mi and sweeting kana psycho down there by them.. we went to cafe cartel to have our dinneR!! saw bev's mum there.. she look so diff.. nvm.. she always look young.. i oso wan to be like tt when i grow old!!! hahaha... okie.. eat again... pang pang le*** hahaha... the eating session was fun... everybody was like sharing our food and "throw" here and there.. yeah!! i like it!!

next we headed down to play poOl.... so long dint play le... i dunno really noe how to aim liao.. haha... okie anyway i'm always lousy wif it.. so watever~~~ hahaa... i was like keep cleaning the pool table coz the ball was like not fated to the hole.. finE!!! hahaa... played till abt 10p.m den headed back home.. i was SOO tired!!!!! dint really sleep for the whole day.. so fall asleep on the bus.. suddenly i was woke up by a fishy smell.. omGGGGGGGGG.... it's so smelly......... kaoz... and i think it's produce by some aunties or guys behind mi went they boarded the bus.. lucky it's somewhere in khatib le.. i ENDURED for abt 15 minz... almost fainted there again.. haha... okie den reach hm!!! yeah!! went to play game till abt 3 pluz.. omg.. really cant tahan den i knock out le~~~

okie and here i am... today was suppose to meet jovi and pei sung they all to shop de.. but due to my tirednesS.. haha.. i overslept.... so shld i go now.. wait and le tmi consider a while more.. hahaa...~~~ tk care!! ALL the best for the exams!!!!

quiz taken

2005-04-04T13:53:00.000+08:00

Take the quiz: "What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures)"

Moonlight
You have moonlight eyes. Moonlight is the color of mystery. Your eyes symbolize your ability to see yourself as others see you. You have finesse for letting other people know what you think. You have a soothing and calming ability that you may or may not know about. You have the awesome ability to draw a person's negative energy out and replace it with a positive energy; the world needs more people like you. Some words to describe you: patient, self-controlled, perseverance, insightful, reflective, understanding, serene, and caring.

ohhhh yesHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

2005-04-03T12:16:00.000+08:00

ohhhh yeshhhh!!!!!!!! finally all the tests are over... haha.. i'm so so damn happy!!! as if the exams are over.. lol.. okie fine.. but still must face the fact that my exams are not over yet and worse still it hasnt start... lol..

anyway this few week wasn't that smooth for mi.. keep having mood swings and my poor thawlin was the one who get it.. haha.. **sOrRy** hee.. i'm so stressed up during the last 2 weeks.. smth was out of my mind... keep having weird thoughts.. omG.. dunnO why.. well everything was over now.. juz wanna concentrate for my 2 papers... so happy that i only have 2 papers this semester!!! yeSHHH... hehe..

OooOo.. umm.. i'm quite excited now.. first attachment wat will happen le.. hahaha.. cant imagine i'm gonna wear formal there... so funny... i'm gonna look damn weird den.. hee.. and wat will they ask mi do??? dun tell mi they're really gonna ask mi to vaccum and clean the spects all that.. omg.. i dun wan~~~ haha.. okie.. think too much liao.. lolZz....

okie.. friday was so fun!!! had my retest for BV on tt day den.. i was called in and juz when i tot i must prepare to start monica said didnt i asked u to sit down and be patient first.. i was like.. got meh.. well fine.. ahaa.. everything was so funny~~ hidayah was my clinician... she was retested on cover test.. haha... dunno why when she came close to mi i cant help it but to laugh.. omg.. monica was looking so closely... and hidayah was den "Come On patient~~" haha.. watever... okie.. next.. it's my turn den.. i was retested on my AC/C ratio.. meiliana was my patient... omG... she speak so sofT............ i wanna go get her response.. and guess wat.. she was like so gentle~~~ so i... HUH????? so loudly den... hee.. okie lar.. a bit rude.. well tat's wat monica commented... well fine.. my fault... furthermore she added that u do so slow.. it's already double the time.. haiz... see.. i'm like retarded.. so slow!!!!

next, when for dawn's lesson... got back her test paper!!! i was so shock how come so little... aiyo... den meiling and i was like keep on counting our total marks...den we discover actually maybe very likely dawn mayb fail her math... hahaha.. sHhh.... nah.. she added out total marks all wrongly lor.. mine was short my 10 marks lor.. aiyo!! okie den we proceeded to ms lek lesson.. hehe.. i like her.. well got two test from her.. tot i was goin to die for her test.. coz dun really have enough time to prepare.. okie.. we took her theory test 1st... i finish the paper earlier and was like.. omg.. so unsure of my ans... so i... "minimani minimo" hahahaha..... hidayah who was sitting above mi saw it.. see she kept on peeping at mi ar.. i knew shw got motive towards mi~~~ haha.. jk~~ after the theory test she was like telling everyone of wat i'm doin~~~ aiyo!~! wanna make mi malu ar.. hee..

next comes the slide test~~~ exciting sia this one.. we were only given 30 secs for each slide and hav to diagnose the condition... hahaha... i was so dumb and of coz SLOW... WTH... i see see see.. and by the time i gonna write down the ans the slide change.. and the next slide i'm left with so little time!!! omG... haha.. anyway i'm all the way laughing at my ans.. haha... i wonder why i put down such a funny condition.. like smth was out of my mind.. smth so obvious yet i mistaken as another disease which is totally out of question!!! haha.. watever.. even BEV was like laughing at my grading for the condition.. well okie lar.. i admit tt my judgement was laoya lar... hee.. watever!!!

okie.. after all the testS!!!!!!! we had our sort of class gathering...ordered pizzas to sch!! it's as if we're having the hungary ghost festive... ahaha.. okie.. i ate 2 pizza's so nice!! umm.. after eating headed down to orchard goin to have our kickboxing lesson at cine... so long dint excercise after my fall.. i grew fat!!! sob sob.. even my mum say hey ur face look rounder... OMG!!!!! how caN!!! must start my jian fei ji hua after the exam le.. hahaha.. anyway the KB lesson so funny.. our instructor was an ANG MO~~ haha... she lesson was OKIE~~~.. i prefer the another guy instructor that ailing and bev was crazy abt.. haha.. well the ang mo one was like $^&*&&$#@.... haha.. dunno how to describe... she's not bad but... dunno maybe i SLOW lar.. cant really follow her steps.. kept on doin the wrong direction somemore.. okie... no sense of direction... lol...

after the amore session we headed down to far est again.. went to buy shoes... hahaa... yeah... i bought a new covered shoes for my attachment.. so cute! i like it.. haha.. well but i'm broke.. lol..

sat~~ went out wif thawlin to catch movie.. watched BE COOL~~~ well the movie was funny... it's like got many parts den being linked up together... and the ending was so cute!! haha.. after the show went to paragon to shop a bit.. den suddenly thawlin's mum called she said was at paragon toO.. well.. okie.. den thawlin wanna go meet his parents and the poor mi ended up goin home myself.. >.< okie end of story liao.. haha.. all the best for exams guyS!!! cya!!!!

omg... my attachments~~~

2005-03-22T23:56:00.000+08:00

omG!!! went to check my attachment info today~~~ aiyo.. i'm attached to paris miki at centrepoint!!!! hahaha.. umm.. abit upset.. coz the pay wasnt good the location wasnt good!!! the onli thing i like is that ailing is attached to centrepoint toO.. but of coz diff. shops lar.. aiyO~~~ PAM u are always so xin fu!!! wahahha..

umm.. i think this yr really sucks toO.. why all the unforturnate things keep happening to mE! so suay sia.. i fainted last sat after some workups in the bathroom.. unconsiously hurt myself tOo.. first time in my 18 ++ yrs of time fainted~~~ dot dot dot... so sad~~~ den till now my cuts havent close yet~~ >.<"

watever lar.. but den receive a bad news today toO.. i have to go for a retest for my bino. vision pract!!!! omG... whY so suay~~~ haiz... toopid keep being so blur.. hope i can pass for my retest if noT........ i oso dunno le.. die for sure...

examz coming... so mani tests and pract tests... i hate sch when it comes to the ending of the semesteR! haha... i think i'll oso goin to get depression liaoz.. lol..

sianz...

2005-03-11T13:07:00.000+08:00

woo... i'm now in sch~~~~ so sianz.. the whole week is like so sian to mi.. rotted from monday to fri.. except for wed.. went out to celebrate thawlin's 21st birthday~~~ lol.. wow.. and now i'm seriously broke!!!! sob sob~~ suddenly have a urge to go shopping... how... no money is so ke lian~~ >.< okie.. attachment is coming le.. so excited.. yet so sianz.. coz have to revised everything over again.. oh yah.. come to tok abt this.. omg... tot today i'll be taking my binocular vision pract test.. but.. diaoz.. waited for so long den got to found out tat my name is not even on the name list!!! suan le.. fated to be tested on next fri.. ohh.. have to revise again liao.. and shit... guess my chance of getting remish as a patient i damn high liao.. i dun wan to kana him again!! i'll cry.. though he's veru nice BUT his eyes are hard to measure.. i'll die...

umm.. anyway today is finally friday!!! omg.. i loves my weekends!! lol.. okie.. let mi see see... sat goin to amore for dunno wat lesson again.. den.. umm.. maybe go eat den.. umm.. dunno.. after that might be meeting thawlin for dinner.. umm.. which will den end my day... next, sunday~~ umm.. goin for the ycf training again.. ohh i'm begining to love the training.. it's so cute.. err i mean the dance steps lar.. hehe..

finally i sees the sun~~~

2005-03-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

wah.. so long dint blog liao.. think almost gonna give up on blogging soon?? haha.. see lar.. anyway life is really unpredictable.. within the one week so mani things happened at one go.. i almost wouldnt take it.. almost thought i won't be able to pick myself up... i hate this.. one moment i thought i'm the happiest person in the world and yet one moment i found out that it's all illusion.. all is fake.. why??

maybe it's juz the nature of ppl bah.. anyway okie.. "rain go away sky green"----> yu guo tian qing le.. hee dun wanna think so much.. thanks to my frenz i love u all.. hehe..

i'm lost~~

2005-02-22T22:17:00.000+08:00

yawn.. so tired... Zzzz... this few days dint really get my pretty sleep wor.. all because of all those reports!!! omg.. juz finish monica's one and now goin to start doing dawn's report... argHh... why is there so mani report to do???? err.. i wish she can postpone the submission date again.. ^.^"

oh.. so sian.. tomolo is finally the last day of chinese new year le!!! hahaha.. i'm so happy.. WHY?? because i finally can resume with my "jian fei da ji hua" le.. lol... OMG.. i think the 15 days of chinese new year make mi.... FAT... O.O" arghh... so sad... i wish a there's a big wind and blow away all my new yr goodies.. hahaha.. so that i wun eat them le mah.. if not an angel which can send all my new yr goodies to watever countries tt need them hee.. see i'm so nice and thoughtful right.. opPzx.. =x

today went for anna's fyp talk.. err.. haiz.. guess my fyp wouldn't be tt interesting as wat i tot bah.. since hard and chim for mi sia.. my logic anything goin to do with binocular vision = CHIMEOLOGY.... hehe.. omg.. hope time pass slower.. i like my yr2 life!! muack muack~~~

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that's my daddy n mummy le.. do i look like them?? hehe

next can u see the err.. "shuang ge" with that veri bu shuan face standing beside mi?? that's my elder brother le.. okie.. he's not my younger bro!!! i still remember.. jian fu said hey ur di di blah blah blah.. DI DI.. wat is this man.. hehe..

okie this is jovi's dog.. went to her hse during the cny.. play mahjong.. and wat now.. i'm addicted to it.. omg.. that's bad.. hehe.. okie.. her name is pam Pam.. hehe.. same name as my lao po.. pamela.. haha.. cute?? i wan a dog toO... jovi help mi keep a look out k.. hehe..

umm.. okie.. handsome mah?? yao dao mah?? haha.. so cute rite.. he's my err.. i guess is sort of nephew?? err.. yah.. shld be lar.. not sure.. hehe..

okie.. time for my act cute session with my darling.. haha.. cute mah.. lol..

yupz.. here's another one.. O.o"

ohh.. and that's mi.. yah i like this the best.. the flowers especially.. so nice..

okie mi with the big blue sea.. nah nah nah.. sea view ar.. not bad sia.. taken in er.. near the river hong bao there one.. hehe..

ohh i'm so bored!!

2005-02-20T15:41:00.000+08:00

omg.. i'm so bored now.. no mood to revise for tml test.. die die die.. sian sian sianz... my whole body is aching now.. even my butt.. opps.. hahaha.. ytd when for the hi/lo lesson.. tt toopid bev pang sei mi ar.. everytime go dating till tired ar.. wat haven u done ar ar ar.. lol.. okie.. den ytd was fun.. it was susan's bday!! 19 le ar.. oh.. i still have abt 7 plus mth to 19 yrs.. ohhh 17 OCT WOr.. hahaa.. okie.. afternoon meet thawlin to look for susan's bday present.. and... shun bian buy my shoes.. omg.. finally i got my "new year shoes"... lol.. so belated sia..

okie.. omg.. i saw so mani things tt i wanna buy.. perfume!!! when to bodyshop to buy perfume for tt susan chia.. coz their so cute and nice.. they even have chocolate smell.. bought a whole set for her.. hahaha.. okie.. when is my turn i wan tt toO!!! hahaa.. den went to get my shoes.. i bought a white covered shoes.. den i saw another covered shoes... omg.. tt's nice toO.. i oso wan tt.. but.. okie fine.. i have to save money for present!!!

so tired now... wanna slp.. but cant slp... wanna study but no mood.. omg.. wat am i goin to do!!! hahaha.. slack around hope i can finish studying the test by today bah.. if not... dot dot dot.. hehe..

ooooooooooohhhh yeah!

2005-02-09T01:27:00.000+08:00

oh yeahhhhh.... Happy Chinese Year!!! Best Wishes to all my frenz out there.. i love u all!!! muacks muacks!!! ohh.. haha.. wat a "lucky" new year eve today... haha.. so funni today which i think made my day so "lucky"~~~

okie the story begin with my journey back from sch.. i went to sch to have my binocular vision test!!!! omg~~ hope i can do well.. ohh okie okie.. den after the test while we're walking to the mrt station smth happened!!!! omg.. i'm jumping here and there and suddenly a greenish thingy landed on my hand!!! OMG... BIRD SHIT~~~~~ omg.. how lucky i am.. hahaha.. the best thing is tt i'm still so proud to tell everyone tt i kana bird shit~~ lol.. well okie.. everybody is like.. siao~~ hahaha.. okie lar.. i a bit too high today mah.. coz juz test over mah.. hee... O.o"

okie den i headed down to northpoint to meet my dear xue hua.. a bit "lucky" too.. coz shop till overshot.. my daddy ask mi to help him buy 4D.. and when i reach the ticket booth.. omG.. it's closed~~ aiyo!!! kana scolding le lor..

den reach home a bit pissed off by mr thawlin.. okie.. i can say i'm quite xiao jie bah.. hahaha... which means i have xiao jie pi qi lar.. den mood = MOODY~~~ sleep for the whole afternoon.. miss my steamboat wif my parents and grandpa~~ haha.. nvm.. my bro oso mah.. both were like PIGGY slping soundly~~ hehe.. okie.. after my grandpa left mi and my bro started eating~~ omg.. so sinful```` i ate so much!!! chicken, duck, pork, my fav---> abalone~~ hehe.. yum yum.. pang pang le..

NOTE: hihi.. new year dun eat too much hor.. though i know i will lar.. hee.. hope tt u all can get as many ang bao as possile~~~~ muacks!!! ***GONG XI FA CAI***

here in sch again\``

2005-02-04T13:51:00.000+08:00

yeahh.. so long dint online le.. so lazy liao.. lol.. now in sch so bo bianshun bian online and blog bah.. since the teacher is so boring!!! intend to skip his lesson again!! yah i wish i can~~ lol.. makes mi remember tt the whole class skipped his lesson.. and we're so kind enough to call him, den that teacher that all not coming.. ah the.. so funni.. and zhen yang who is the onli one going there told us that the teacher said.. u all king liao u aLL king liao.. hahaha.. so cute!!! okie.. dun be mistaken, zhen yang is not hardworking.. he go becoz he has to wait for his gf.. lol..

okie.. this few days keeping studying burning midnight oil~~~ oOoo.. see so hardworking.. coz got test mah.. ytd test was a bit ummz.. haha.. dunno.. can pass but.. dunno watever bah.. okie den after the test went out shopping wif bev, aiai, sweetie and jojo~~ lol.. sweetie was low.. but aiai is so high.. kept on laughing and shouting abt.. oh izzit.. dunno.. lol.. okie.. long journey sia.. shop for the whole day.. but in the end, i got home with 2 pens and a photo album.. diaOz..

and now i am here in sch.. so bored.. so sian.. so tired, so slpy.. ohh.. cool anyway i looking forward to my cny!!! COOL!!!! i can wear my new year clothes!! eat new year stuffs.. but.. think i'm going to die.. pang pang pang pang le.. so fattening!!! nvm.. one yr once~~~ the most after new year jian fei!!!! lol.. but come to think of it.. i still hvae to go back to sch on tue---> CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!! SIAN!!! aiyoyo!! fine... i have to spend my weekends studying liao.. no more shopping.. so sad~~

smth is missing

2005-01-30T13:42:00.000+08:00

okie.. ytd was like umm.. so weird... lol.. dunno why.. i felt tt smth is missing... omG.. tt's a kind of feeling so weird to mi dunno really noe how to describe it.. dot dot dot.. okie.. ytd morning when to sch to do my pract.. nth much done there.. i think juz go there for the sake of going bah.. ohh yah!! go there can shun bian take free lenses mah.. lol.. SHhh.. hehe.. ***TIRED***

after going to sch headed down to jurong pt to meet thawlin~~ well smth happened on the way then.. i was slping on the train and it comes a guy who boarded the train.. haha.. so funny.. he came to sit beside mi and when it reaches boonlay, we got off together!! den he handed mi smth.. as i'm still in a blur state.. i tot i dropped smth and he's kind enough to pass miback.. but diao.. he pass mi a slip of paper with his no. writen on it.. wahaha.. wat a lousy way to noe gers.. dot dot dot.. i walked off quickly into the crowd and guess he was chasing behind and when i turned back, i saw him tripped over smth.. wahaha.. so cartoon.. nvm.. lucky thawlin was at the station le.. walked off with him then..

umm.. okie.. dunno is it becoz of negelection that i kept imaginating things.. it seeoms like so much things have happened and till now i'm afraid to trust him fully.. sometimes i really feel that things aren't the same again.. am i being too paranoid?? i kept on thinking and thinking that will he be hiding things from mi?? maybe that's a lack of communication bah.. juz cant accept everything explain.. dunno why.. but i'll try~~

when to watch movie eeerr... forgot wat's the title of the movie.. izzit fighting in the wind or flying in the wind ar? lol watever.. agar agar bah.. anyway tt movie was nice!! so cool.. lol.. i give a 4 stars to it.. hehe.. umm den dint go anyway actually.. juz headed back hm..

at night.. i started doin my report AGAIN~~ okie this time round it's clinical opt report.. haha.. it's quite easy to do as compare to binocular vision but.. i still spent my whole night doin it.. why?? coz i keep on chatting.. lol.. i do till 4 plus lor.. haha.. and guess wat... i'm still chatting at 4 plus.. diao.. exchanging photos wif my fren.. diao.. both ar "obsessed" hehe.. den proceeded to ZZzzz...

lalalalala... so sian.. i'm in sch now....

2005-01-28T14:02:00.000+08:00

arghhh... so slpy... sleep sleep sleep ~~~ so slpy.. hehe.. juz taken my complication test an hr ago.. omg.. i'm lack of slp.. i slpt for 2 hrs plus ytd.. and worse... the toopid thing is tt when i saw the paper today... i was like.. omg.. i forgot.. i even intend to alter the question tot the lecturer got typo error.. dot dot dot..

umm.. okie.. this few days so sian.. so long dint meet thawlin le.. both are so busy with our things.. haiz.. ytd smth happen.. poor thawlin.. so stressed up.. but anyway no smoking is encouraged still.. I don't condemn smoking but one shouldn't smoke like it's fresh air... what's the outcome?? it's ppl having lung cancer watever sorts of cancer.. unsightly yellowing of teeth etc.. ppl who think it's COOL** OH plz.. that's GroSS!!! do smoking really relieve stress?? NOPE!!! how long can it make u forget the prob?? juz after the smoke.. the most 10 mins?? wat for??

a boring day... arghhh

2005-01-25T22:56:00.000+08:00

omg.. i cant sleepppppppppZZZZZZZZZZZZ.... lol.. diao.. goin to be a big big big panda liao.. da xiong mao?? diao.. ytd itchy fingers after doin my report dun wan to slp lar.. go change my blogskin.. and see lar.. made till 4 plus den slp.. but diao.. feel so tired still cant slp?? i wanna be super woman liao hehe..

okie today's lesson was like.. ohh.. bored... so bored.. as usual monica's lesson wasnt tt interesting.. it was bored.. my attention span was used up... cant really absorb wat she's toking.. i juz noe tt she kept on tokin and repeating on eso exo eso exo... blah blah blah... dot dot dot ~~~ and WTH!!!! i dun wan her test to be on thurs!!!!! thurs got clinical opt test le!!! die die die... i'll sure die... omGGg.... die b4 cny??? so sad!!! haiz... god bless mi~~ hahaha..

okie den during comes to the presentation... my grp ytd present liao.. diao.. i was so bad.. total failure lor.. we're all nt prepared.. cant even ans wat she ask.. so suay.. den she ask us to go... diao.. so guo fen... mei ren qin wei... haha.. i think we sure fail for her presentation.. juz hope tt this presentation dint worth tt much precentage.. hehe.. today comes to leelin's grp present.. diao.. they took a long long long time.. it's juz a simple presentation and yet they made till so complicate.. i see liao... haiz... hai... haha.. think my grp gone le.. lol.. they were so err.. lalalalala.. still show us video.. dot dot dot.. haha.. so funni dunno whu still keep coughing so loudy to ask them be faster.. but of no to ramish no use bah.. hehe.. but i still wish tt i'll be so hardworkin as them leh lol..

reach home early.. seems nth to do but yet come to think of it.. so mani things to revise.. fri got cl complications test!!! sianz!!! okie.. dot dot dotZzzz...

omg.. i'm having insomnia~~~~

2005-01-24T13:16:00.000+08:00

oh yup.. realise this few days i have been feeling veri hyper sia.. which is a good thing.. but den leh.. err.. guess too hyper le.. i juz cant sleep.. so mani days le.. i'm begining to be like a more panda person liao.. hehe.. anyway.. this few days have been quite tied up.. so mani things at a shot.. lol.. but FUN!! lol.. okie.. umm.. fri.. went to sentosa!!! okie.. so fun~~ ailing has free tickets for the cable car.. so ailing bev and i went to took cable to sentosa.. got cool.. dunno how long dint tk cable car liao... muacks! thanks ailing~~ reach sentosa.. omg... the sun was like.. haiz.. lousy.. keep on coming out but disappearing within seconds.. spoiled our mood.. at the end of the tanning session.. ailing got burnt... bev becum darker more tanned.. and mi~~ haiz.. about the same.. i saw my frenz the next day... noe wat she said.. hey u becum fairer.. omg.. faint there.. so sad.. hahaha..

well nvm.. continue.. after the tanning session we headed down to orchard to meet jovi, pam, sweeting, and gwen... haha.. there we started our shopping maddness.. oh.. we went down to esprit to buy clothes.. omg.. i bought so mani things lor. mi and ailing spent around 2 hours plus there to try out the clothes!!! in the end, i bought 3 tops and a bag there.. thanks to claudia tt i have the discount.. muack muacks.. hehe.. i wish i got more frenz who work in more diff shops.. so tt i'll have more discount.. hehe.. okie.. after the big spending.. i went down to city hall den.. haha.. i went to meet up wif thawlin to buy my papa bday present.. omg.. my pocket burnt~~ one big hole neh~~~ reached down there.. diao.. the watch shop was closed.. maybe due to the public holiday bah.. dot dot dot.. waste my trip there.. in the end, thawlin and i ended up eating our dinner at sakura.. omGGG.... i ate so much!! haha... goin to be pang pang le.. ms piggy.. =P den after the sinful session we headed down to esplanate.. OooOo... so long dint go there le.. suddenly becum so romantic ar.. hehe.. muacks.. i wish u're always so sweet.. opps.. hahaha..

okie next sat.. met up wif thawlin again.. we went down to causeway to buy my dad's watch.. coz lazy to go "penisula" plaza buy liao.. later close again how.. lol.. den after buying went back hm to place the present---> intending to give my daddy a surprise!! hehe.. 44 yrs old le leh.. hehe.. den went for my youth GM.. reach there early like nth much to do.. help up in the attendance.. well so veri the tired.. maybe due to the insomnia~~ haiz..

sunday~~~ okie.. i woke up due to a call from my uncle. he's coming to singapore.. so he and my cousin is coming to stay in my hse for a few days.. omg... i have to share my room wif her.. haiz.. hahaha.. no lar.. juz a bit weird.. i'm like a duck toking to a chicken.. dun really understand wat she said.. haha.. well nvm.. juz have to bare wif it for this few days.. the funny thing was tt when my cousin is bathing my mum suddenly told mi smth... she was like.. hey shoo... come here.. den .. said... do u hav any nice guys to intro to ur cousin?? mus be guai guai one leh.. and DUN tell ur cousin ar.. is her mum tell mi to ask u whether got guys for her anot.. DIAO.. i was like wah... dionk~~ diao... dot dot dot.. hahaha... watever... den i went to ask thawlin hey u got any guys to intro?? hahaha... noe wat.. he still ask mi whether my cousin standard gd anot.. diao.. u guys ar.. so veri the.. diao diao diao..

okie den went out wif my cousin in the evening.. have to bring her out shopping.. she wanna buy clothes bags shoes blah blah blah.... lol.. brought her to orchard.. aiyo.. like nth interest her leh.. maybe her taste and mine wasnt tt matching bah.. dot dot dot... so sian... den i found out one thing.. she veri the... dot dot dot.. hahaa... err how to say ar.. dunno.. keep on lookin at guys... diao.. still ask hey tt guy shuai anot.. diao.. i'm wondering indonesia guys is it tt bad or no yan dao?? lol.. watever.. den slowy i found out tt she actually has a bf.. quite long liao wor.. around 1 yr liao.. hahaa... diao.. still ask mi whether sg guys gd anot.. diao.. nah.. sg guys ar.. hehe.. okie okie lor.. still acceptable.. opps..

okie den diao.. reach hm abt 11 plus liao... sob sob.. still got monica's report to do lor.. sian... i hate BV~~~ BV sucks... haiz... so sianz.. dot dot dot..

omG... i wish i got more than 24 hrs a day~~~~

2005-01-18T02:11:00.000+08:00

haiz.. this few weeks quite busy.. dun even have time to update my blog... tired*** Sleep... recently dunno why got "insomia"----> is tt how u spell it?? watever.. mimi SHI MIAN le... lol.. okie lar.. lucky it's juz for 2 or 3 days.. i jus know tt for last.. i'm like everyday editing my report?? lol.. okie not so hardworkin lar.. jus do lor.. so sian.. every week oso got report.. dot dot dot..

okie last weekend i worked in suntec YES optical ooo.. it was fun.. saw so mani of my frenz at suntec walking around lor.. and look at the poor mi.. standing there is meng sheng asking ppl wanna buy contact lens when they enter the shop.. lol.. anyway the fun part is tt.. okie.. i got one patient.. haha.. she's a first time wear.. okie so i have to fit lens for her rite.. den tried so mani times lor.. like abt 5times for each eyes.. still cannot!! omg.. her eyes are so small and so sensitive! no choice i have to call my senior to put it on for her.. diao.. come to think of it.. yah.. it's time for mi to do some revision.. come who come to be my patient?? lol.. crazy.. yah.. but shld practice more liao.. think pract test coming soon.. so busy nowadays.. i'm so blur.. haiz.. when u was workin.. i keep on forgoting to record this and tt stress out... how to not be so blur ar??

sian.. statistic test comin le.. one more day... omg.. i'm goin to die.. Zzzz...

oh yeah~~~ why always reports??? heez..

2005-01-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

wahhh... so sian nowadays dunno why keep on doing reports like always cant finish ar.. hehe.. i wish i can go shopping shopping and shopping~~~ hahaha.. ohh but actually leh.. i think for the new year clothes already buy le qi qi ba ba(7788) le... except tt i think i still needa buy somemore tops and a jeans bah.. i think lar.. oh yah.. and a new shoes.. dunno to buy a covered shoes or juz a heels.. headaches.... my daddy's bday drawing nearer and nearer le.. oOooOo.. have to save money for him.. hehe.. save!!! lol ($.$)"

umm... lucky this weekend working.. haha.. i wonder when am i getting my pay~~ lol.. havent work wan pay le.. wahahah.. budget budget~~~ have to save money to go thailand trip too wor.. sob sob~~ hehe...

anyway this few days quite slack in the class bah.. coz like lessons are so short.. today went to sch at 1.. end up the BV lesson is cancelled think is becoz monica sprained her leg.. hahaha.. why she dun sprain more ar.. lol.. den end up.. i cum to sch onli for one hr lesson.. sian.. after the lesson acc jovi and pam they for their contact lens study.. lol.. i wish i can get into the rajeev spherical cls study!! i wan free lens.. okie but anyway thur i'm goin to go get my hard lens fitting done.. wanna change to hard lens.. try try mah.. hehe.. den okie back to topic.. waited for so long lor.. den starts playing around wif swee ting.. haha.. she check my eyes i check her eyes.. lol.. i saw so mani meibomian glands blocked.. hor hor.. unhealthy sia.. lol.. but den i think mine worse.. toopid eyes.. till now still got conjunctivitis.. sob sob... still cant wear lens??? dunno... lol...

oh yah.. we oso did ask anna yeo abt our final year project.. toopid DR koh.. so kiasu de.. so fast start the FYP le.. !#$%&&^%$# so unfair.. she go choose all the top students for her project lor.. den anna yeo oso say since those lecturer wanna play cheat she oso play cheat lor.. wanna start the project early.. okie fine... so now i wonder which project i'll kana.. sian lor.. which one???? i oso wanna start early lor!!!! omGGG... i wish maybe get vivian's project on UV lens.. umm but den like a bit bo liao one.. so sian.. juz needa do research collect data.. i wanna smth more exciting.. lol~~~~ no lar.. better get tt one~~~ GOOD LUCK for mi~~~ lol..

haiz.. my new image... omG.. horrible sia.. i hope my hair grow faster!!!

2005-01-08T01:21:00.000+08:00

a pic of my new hairstyle... omg.. so short.. look so toot~~~~

taken ytd.. both of us went to cut our hairs~~~ dot dot dot.. mine is too obvious hers is not much diff.. lol.. dot dot dot..

omg!! i cut my hair..

2005-01-07T15:47:00.000+08:00

OH MY GOD~ I CUT MY HAIR!!! it's so short lor.. omg.. ytd i went to orchard shopping suddenly got a urge.. err.. quite long aleady lar actually.. den go into the toopid far easr salon.. dun even noe wat's the name of the salon.. lol.. cut my hair~~ omg.. so short lor.. at first i see.. umm.. okie quite nice.. and den wat... this morning i woke up.. omg.. my hair!!! hahaha... like becum so err.. weird~~~ omg.. i think i'll have bad hair day every now and den le.. lol..

okie.. anyway ytd was fun.. went out wif xue hua shop shop.. hehe.. i bought 2 skirts and 2 tops.. yeah... so happi... but.. haiz.. i wanna the earing and the halter i saw in Forever21.. so NICE!!!! haha.. hope for the earing to cum back to mi~~ lol.. so sian.. now still in sch.. having lab~~ omg.. when will the lecturer end??? i'm so bored... so sleepy.. so tired.. so weird feeling... >.<

oohh~~~~ ChionG arHhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

2005-01-05T23:53:00.000+08:00

lol.. wahh.. cant believe it man.. haha.. i went jogging with thawlin ytd and yet today i'm still running... hehe.. quite fun bah today's training.. maybe i too long dint go for the training le.. isit?? lol.. okie lar.. wahh... and wat now.. guess too long run le.. so slow.. ytd ran wif thawlin too.. wahh. cant even catch up.. see.. tt hao lian guy dun wait for his gf~~~ ran so fast~~~ hee..

well today's lesson was boring except for the practical and the poly50 training bah.. i'm sleeping and toking during for the 2 hours of statistic lesson lor.. sianz.. how am i going to pass statistic this way!!! till now i dun even noe a single thingy.. diao.. we're infrom tt the quiz is coming soon~~~ next next week i guess.. 19 jan wor.. SCARY~~~ omg~~~ die.. REVISION!!!! when?? dunno.. lol..

wah.. so tired.. yet cant sleep~~ have to stay up and do the clinical optom pract report~~~ omg~~~ i hate reports~~ especially dawn's one!!! wanna fried her~~ lol..

bad mood~~ sian.. haiz...

2005-01-03T23:28:00.000+08:00

haiz.. today's a damn day.. so sianz.. kana woke up by my mum.. to acc her go bank deposit money.. sob sob.. the queue was damn long.. and my stomach so damn pain.. almost wanna leave the queue sia.. my mum has gone for work den.. sian lor.. after queuing.. yeah.. i go home.. on the way hm worse lor.. cant even walk properly.. almost fainted.. diao.. dunno wat i ate ytd.. maybe too long dint do business.. opps.. lol.. but kao.. siao.. so pain.. it's not like stomache sia.. dot dot dot..

reach sch.. haiz.. everybody first reaction.. wahh.. u sick ar.. face so pale.. lol.. okie.. not really sickk.. is pain.. lol.. wei le ai mei.. so i go to the ladies to put on lipstick.. wahahha.. vain~~~ but anyway i saw foodcount 2 there got sort of a bazzar lor.. tot of goin there wif thawlin.. but.. haiz..

got angry beocz of this small little toopid things.. diao.. sianz.. lor.. but i was juz.. umm.. haiz.. dunno how to say lar.. tot he'll be meeting mi at fc2 one.. end up when i called.. he's still at club... dint even intend to go till i call... this's the part where i got angry dear.. it's like so bo xing... okie but anyway.. end up.. u became angry.. wth~~ sorry anyway.. i noe i'm too xiao jie pi qi le.. sob sob~~ =( hee.. spoil our day sia.. toopid bazzar!!! watever...

it's like so mani things left undone!!! omg.. sian lor.. so mani reports so mani practicals sheets so mani info to read up.... haiz... i wish i can be more self-discipline.. lol.. but i bet i cant..~~~

photos now!!!!

2005-01-03T22:57:00.000+08:00

New Year Eve~~~~ omG!!! sinful act part onE...

2005-01-03T01:26:00.000+08:00

omGGGG..... yup finally 2005 have arrived.. lol.. but shld we be happy abt tt?? so mani things is happening around the world.. haiz.. and worse.. the prices of all the things in singapore oso increased.. omg.. i juz hope tt it'll be a smooth and fruitful year ahead.. hehe..

anyway new year eve shld be happi lar.. okie.. though it's NYE, i still got up early coz of the practical.. tot lesson is ending at 1.. hahaha.. ms lek and dawn are so nice to let us off early.. so my lesson ends at 10!!! hahahha... okie.. veri gd.. hehe.. so i headed down to ang mo kio to change my cap.. hehe.. toopid lor raining so damn heavily.. i was drenched!!! lol.. oh yah!! must tok abt this part!!

haha.. okie i think it's on thurs.. the day before NYE.. hahaha.. dunno why out of a sudden thawlin become so creative or shld i say sweet?? lol.. he went to buy my belated christmas present.. coz i think i keep nagging him bah.. lol~~ okie but nvm.. lucky tt he gave mi a suprise if not... hahaha.. okie.. tot i wun meet him for thurs coz he said he's goin to get my present.. but haha.. suprising.. when i reach my doorstep he juz jumped out!! hahah.. give mi a big shock man!!! so happi tt day lor.. hahaha.. okie.. wahh.. den present's time~~ he bought mi a red Clumpler baggy!!! and inside there's a red addidas cap and a red shorts!!! hahaha.. so ang ang.. lol.. omg.. for the whole day i kept saying OMG!!! lol.. coz i'm too touched too shock and too happy le.. dunno how to express it.. haha.. omg.. it's so expensive lor.. spent so much on mi.. furthermore.. the touching part is tt he went all over the place to buy those things for mi.. lol.. i onli commended tt the shorts is nice and the cap is cute and he went down to AMK to buy them.. so sweet!! MUACKS!!! I LOVE YOU!! hehe.. umm.. yup.. the funni part is tt.. he bought the cap rite.. and the person forgot to tk out dunno wat toopid tag down there.. and i have to go all the way down to AMK to ask them to tk out it.. diao.. toopid toopid!!! hehe..

okie den after the toopid "cap" thingy.. i went home to wait for thawlin.. coz we decided to watch movie before goin to cl's hse to eat STEAMBOAT~~ lol.. okie.. went to watch the gongfu dunno wat.. lol.. STM~~ okie.. den err.. okie lor.. the movie wasnt tt nice than i expected it to be.. diao.. i give onli 3 stars for it.. hehe.. den after the show... kaoz.. rushing all the way lor.. coz tt ANG CAI LUAN and company veri ma fan.. wanna start the steamboat early.. aiyo.. see... troublesome.. den thawlin and i went down to cold storage to buy tibits for them.. omg.. so SINFUL lor.. they wanted cookie and cream ice cream and worse still wan to buy the cone sia.. see ma fan.. opps.. hahaha.. den umm.. we bought lots of tibits and drinks back.. aiyo.. sinful sinful sinful~~ reach cl's hse.. and start our NEW YEAR EVE STEAMBOAT cum SINFUL session~~ lol.. after the sinful act.. i washed all the utensils.. omg.. so mani lor.. u now wat thawlin said.. he said: Aiyo u wash so SLOW ar.. hahaha... kns.. almost goin to kill him le.. lol.. coz i came late and dint help them to prepare the foods mah.. so i be guai guai help them wash all the thingy hehe.. wah.. den we proceeded to our photo taking session.. haha... we wer like pretending to tk a sort of family photos.. wif the parents being cl and patick.. haha.. so cute!!!!

okie den patick left us early.. and left cl alone!! so ke lian.. hehe.. but nvm got us mah.. okie we missed the count down part.. so sad.. coz we were all busy rotting at cl's hse!!! lol.. anyway i think hor.. that day dunno why everybody were so tired.. all cannot make it.. fall aslp while rotting.. diao.. lol.. but susan and i was like haha... crazy.. still up and taking photos in the middle of the late night!! lol... i think around 4 plus.. siao rite.. den after tt turn in le.. 4 person squeezing a bed.. diao.. i'm the worse.. so sad.. susan was squeezing mi and thawlin was lying on the blanket.. diao.. cold to death sia.. so poorthing~~

slp till abt 9 plus wake up.. eat breakfast.. pack up.. go homE!!!!

sunday again.. sian.. sch tml~~~ sinful act part 3

2005-01-03T01:22:00.000+08:00

lol.. okie.. wake up abt late today.. around 10 plus bah.. kana nag by my mummy.. kept asking mi up to tidy up my clothes and take out those unwanted clothes to donate to those victims for the tsunami.. haiz.. okie.. i took out one whole big big bag of clothes to donate sia.. see.. hahahahaha.. dat means i got new room for improvements.. ---> new space for new clothes.. omg.. hahaha.. den rested for a while and went down to meet my parents.. we headed down to causeway to have our lunch and oh yah~~ i psychoing skill have improve!!! i got myself a necklace~~ hahaha muacks!! i love u daddy~~ it's the one i wanted to buy quite long ago bah.. lol.. nice nice nice.. and okie.. other than tt.. i bought myself a necklace and a pair of earings too.. wahaha.. went to metro.. omg.. i tried a dress.. it's so nice lor.. but.. sianz lor.. my mummy dun wan mi to buy.. coz it's too low cut~~ diao diao diao.. shld have to try smaller size one.. sob sob~~

okie chinese new year coming!! i mus buy new clothes.. hahaha.. goona start my shooping spree soon but not forgeting of my saving plans for my daddy's present~~ hehe.. Zzzz...

new year day... sinful act part 2~~~~

2005-01-03T01:10:00.000+08:00

haha.. okie.. reach hm abt 11 plus le.. yawn.. so tired.. but dunno why cant slp.. haha.. went to watch abit bit of a tv den.. Zzzzzz... hahha.... slp till abt 4 plus den realise i'm still meeting thawlin hor.. haha.. okie.. den call him in case he's still slping.. but diao.. he was still in his frenz hse.. okie.. den around 5 plus met him and headed down to marina south to eat steamboat... omg~~~ SINFUL~~~ hahaha... it's his frenz siti and kenny's birthday celebration.. lol.. wat a lovely couple.. hehe..

wah.. okie den eat so much again.. so sad.. think i'm goin to gain weight le... so sad.. the first new year is gain weight.. diao.. hahaha.. umm.. okie quite a fun session except tt i got to find out smth!! haiz.. a pack of cigarette in thawlin's pouch!! omg.. AGAIN??? haiz.. spoil my mood sia.. tot he was goin to quit it.. but.. haiz.. sian half lor.. den the cold war started again~~ haha.. well.. i knoe it's hard to quit.. but okie.. it's ur health mah.. must have determination kk.. and furthermore i hate smokers lor.. so u better QUIT!!! muacks!!

arghh.. i'm so tired.. wish i can sleep sleep sleep...

2004-12-30T13:03:00.000+08:00

yawn.. so slpy now.. having my rotting session in sch again.. i hate thurs.. sianz.. lucky i finish our binocular vision discussion early.. if not i'll goin to faint oso lol.. sianz.. feel so slpy.. so lethargic.. so tired.. keep slping at 2 and wake up at 545 this few days.. arghh.. really man i hate wed thurs and fri.. so sianz.. lesson all at 8am.. wat a torture man.. feel so sian now.. online in sch so sian.. seems like everybody is away in sch or offline.. even my dear oso dint online acc mi... >.< sob sob..

this few days was realli tiring.. so sianz.. have to rush for reports!!! omg.. i hate reports.. okie stop complaining le.. i'm becoming so damn nagging.. like auntie.. opps.. must be refine refine and refine!! lol.. okie since the new year is coming ahead.. i gonna set my new year resolutions..

New Year Resolutions :

* To be able to have better time management

* To Excel in my studies... dot dot dot.. hope so!!!!

* To have better control of my temper and have more determination to carry our watever things that i wanted to do

* Be more caring towards my family, frenz and bf~

New Year wishlist :

* To be more mature, hope i'll be able to handle things in the logical and manner

* To be richer!!!! lol.. hope i can get a new part-time job.. watever job it is.. i wan!!! dun wanna be so poor le..i wanna pay for wat i spend and have the money to buy wat i wan.. lol...

* To have a new hairstyle umm.. guess not a short one bah---> change my mindset.. wanna be more girly.. lol.. i saw pam's hair today.. so nice!! she highlighted red.. makes mi suddenly have an urge to do smth to my hair.. lol..

* Loss weight~~ jian fei~~~ hahaha.. be prettier.. which ger dun like to be mei mei rite?? =P

* World peace!!! omg.. the new year haven start, and yet so mani disaster happen le.. feel so down when i heard so mani ppl died..

* Have a cuter and more caring bf.. though i noe he's veri gd liao hor??? lol..

Merry ChristmaSSssss......

2004-12-26T20:30:00.000+08:00

yeahh... wat a sunday.. hehe.. wake up.. quite late bah.. so tired this few days lor.. coz it's christmas!!! hahhaa.. okie fine.. but today dint go anyway except for meeting xuehua.. umm.. met up wif her to pass her smth.. den headed down to northpoint to walk walk.. omg.. i not have go down there sia.. hahaha... coz i saw so mani things.. haiz.. but budget budget.. cannot buy.. sob sob.. okie i saw a skirt in Dano.. omg.. so cute.. but den look at the price... $49.00 diao... wat a skirt so ex. meh.. den to john little.. haha.. i saw a dress.. looks so sweet.. hahaha.. but err anyway dunno it's a night dress or can wear out one sia.. diao.. but so nice.. again.. $49.00... hahaha.. den saw a dress finally it's cheap.. err.. but on a second thought i dun need tt dress too formal liao.. where am i goin to wear it neh?? hahaha.. okie next it's a pair of shoes.. omg.. so cute lor.. i think tt i'm really goin to buy.. not now but maybe jan when i get my allowance bah.. hahaha.. den umm.. ohh we den headed down to causeway pt.. coz xh wanna go see her top for dinner.. haha.. omg.. shldn't have go there too~~~ coz i saw a necklane.. so style lor.. ohh and a top fr samuel and kelvin.. so cute~~ but again nono.. hahaha.. ***save money for my daddy****

umm.. okie christmas day itself~~~

yawnn.. tired tired tird.. coz i reach hm so late the nite b4.. i missed my gathering at west coast.. omg.. missed all the fun~~ but again.. no choice.. coz i'm so piggy.. haha.. too tired le.. umm.. but okie lucky i went for my district side one.. lol.. okie lar.. not bad bah... hehe.. umm.. my christmas day was quite a boring one i guess... stay at hm the whole day to rot and paint my room~~ hahaha... yup my room change colour le.... to err....light yellow?? dunno wat colour lar.. but watever it is.. i missed my blue colour room~~ diao diao diao...

**Christmas Eve~~~

yeahh.. christmas eve was fun! haha.. first time in my whole life spent xmas eve in sch sia.. haha.. in morning we had our pract.. i bought sweets!!! haha.. wanna act a santa claus..lol... so cute during ms lek lesson.. coz we got to one grp acting it's abt a case study one.. haha.. so cute lor.. especially the way juliana act.. realli so real.. haha.. umm.. okie den immediately after the lessons.. we headed down to orchard to buy last min presents... haha.. so rush.. headache sia.. so mani things.. thanks meiling~~ hehe.. thanks for acc mi go there to "squeeze hot" lol

den after tt went home to doll up myself.. wondering wat i shld wear.. hahaha.. so headache.. end up aiya watever lar.. hahha.. den met up wif thawlin.. yeah.. our second xmas day~~ i still remember the first xmas we went to cailuan's hse to eat steamboat!~ haha.. so nice lor.. but haiz.. this year cl is occupy~~ haha...so we went down to orchard "squeeze" oso lor hahaha.. umm.. abit starting was okie.. den we bought a movie tickets which was at 1.55am~~ diao.. so late rite.. we rotted here and there to wait for 1.55... Meet The Focker... haha.. veri veri veri funny show sia.. i give it a 4 stars.. but den leh.. aiyo.. the slpy thawlin was like.. diao.. cannot make it.. even fall aslp during the show lor.. diao.. haiz... nth to say sia.. so tired meh... next time dun wan to watch midnite movie wif u le!!! >.< den after the movie.. did nth except for goin hm lar.. both of us were like half dead.. lol.. walking like zombie hm~~~ anyway MErry ChristmaSSSs to all~~~~~~ Muacks!!!!

boring day~~ yawn..

2004-12-23T13:09:00.000+08:00

yawn.. so sianz.. in sch blogging again.. suppose to do project but it since like "nth" to do lar hor... haha.. lol.. anyway.. lesson at 8 today.. so early.. kept falling aslp during lesson time... no hope le.. lol.. haiz.. still thinking of wat happen ytd.. dunno whether shld i be happi or not.. aiyo.. smth happened again ytd.. but okie lar.. quite a small matter mah.. juz dun understand why cant guys be more caring and sensitive to their girlfriends???? i expect veri little onli mah.. haiz.. okie watever.. over liao lar.. suan le......................

feel so tired now.. wonder wat will happen later during the practical.. omg.. hope i can pass the test~~ lol.. haiz.. anyway now still not in the mood for study sia.. everyday like to slack... aiyo.. chrismas coming le.. so fast!! tml is ping an ye le~~~ chrismas eve sia.. wonder wat programme will i have den... hahahha.. so excited.. hehe.. arghhhhhhh agrhhhhhh bored bored bored.... i wan to go home!!!!!

my poor eyes~~~~~

2004-12-22T00:34:00.000+08:00

Omg.. it was my first contact lens fitting pract... we tried to fit RGP--> hard lenses onto each others eyes.. okie.. it's easy to put the lens in bah.. but den when it comes to taking out.. omg.. it was a torture man!!!! we're squeezing the lens out of our eyes.. so damn irritating.. lol. i'm like tearing like hell sia.. haha.. still remember the veri rough Dr Tang.. diao.. he ar.. wao lao.. wanna help mi wipe my tears aways but dint even giv mi warning den straight away tk the tissue wipe down.. wif my eyes wide open and touching the lens on my eyes.. diao...---> makes mi tears more!!!--->> rough... next time dun ask him liao.. torture my poor eyes.. lol.. pamela was my patient ytd.. haha..she got experience in wearing RGP lenses sia.. so my poor eyes is okie lar.. being spared a bit lar hor.. but.. haha.. i guess her eyes.. lol.. the pract lasted for 4 hrs.. it was so fun!!!

okie den after the pract go break.. i was so hungry.. lol.. like piggy le.. lol.. anyway after the break of course when for lesson den after the lesson.. haiz.... got a make up practical sia.. tot can go home early one.. xiang bu dao... haiz.. den suddenly mei ling say the seniors wanna ppl to work part time coz last min they cant find ppl.. lol.. so i go work lor.. coz so poor now.. lol.. den can save up for my daddy's bday present.. i wanna buy a seiko watch for him.. err.. hopefully i'll be able to save it lar hor.. hehe..

the job was at compass point!!! omg.. so far.. lucky from dover to there wasnt that long.. i reach there at abt 5 plus?? hahaha.. den started working down there.. omg.. i saw so mani familar faces.. all those promotors.. i saw one Complete promotor.. diao.. i dun like him even till now.. so hao lian.. and i saw the J&J promotor.. he was the first promotor i work wif for the first time.. i mean tt time lar.. haha.. still the same old face.. okie.. den leh.. i go there like err.. extra?? coz there already got one senior liao mah.. samuel.. dunno why they need two optometrist... haha.. nvm.. anyway mi is chapalang one oso.. haha.. go down there... omg.. i oso dunno lor.. dunno hor to see the lens fit.. lucky the senior taught mi and worse so funni.. i dun even noe how to use an autorefractor.. haha.. okie thanks to him i learn lots of things.. hehe.. anyway i onli work like say 4hrs plus bah.. haha.. but not bad liao.. the pay was damn gd.. $9.00 per hour sia.. hahhaha...plus commission!!! so happi..

okie after working headed back home... according to chia foong.. i have to cross an overhead bridge in order to tk the bus back to wlds.. but den leh.. so suay... know wat.. there got 3 overhead bridges lor.. i tried everyone of them.. omg.. tot i'm lost lor.. those toopid overhead bridge dunno lead mi to where sia.. den i have to walk back to compass point.. diao.. so scary.. till the third overhead bridge den i saw the bus stop.. diao... suay!!! reach hm already veri late le.. rot for a while den went to watch the jacky wu varitiey show.. lol.. Zzzz...

cookies

2004-12-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

omg.. haha.. this is the cookies i baked today.. yeah!!! hahha.. err.. actually doesnt look nice hor.. okie lar.. but nice rite?? hahhaa.. first attempt.. cannot say not nice anyway!! =P

wahhh... so tired today~~~

2004-12-21T22:04:00.000+08:00

wahh.. okie.. today ar.. hahhaha... so gddddddd... coz today's lesson is at 1pm!!! yeah... i loves monday and tuesday!!! coz i'll get to slp till the sun is burning my butt.. lol.. okie but not for the case of today lar.. wake up at abt 9.. yeah.. got an urge to bake the cookies.. coz ytd went to buy those powder all tt mah.. lol.. yeah.. okie.. it's my first time baking cookies sia.. hahahha.. err.. okie actually not tt successful lar i think lor.. coz the first batch of cookies was too hard i think.. den the sec one is chao ta sia!!! coz i went to bath... sob sob >.< hahah.. the third one was okie!!! hahaha.. so i brought the third ones to sch.. hehe..

okie the comments i got was a bit too sweet.. a bit too soft.. umm if not it was quite nice!! wahahhaa.. ooohh okie my first attempt to make cookies okie.. dunno ask mi why suddenly wanna bake.. i oso dunno.. lol.. anyway today was sinful!!!!! coz i kept trying the cookies i baked.. diao.. eat and eat and eat.. omh.. chocolate... omg... so sinful... i feel fat~~~ thawlin said he like my piggy face.. omg!!! i dun wan~~~~~~~

okie anyway today's lesson was okie.. especially ms lek one.. so fast.. short and sweet.. fnish class early today den headed down to plaza.. cant go for the meeting today... coz went to see doctor... umm.. but den leh.. i think my leg is this the same leh.. but quite pain sia..
lol.. watever..

monday~~

umm.. it was nth special on mon.. i got up late... coz the lesson was at 1 pm too.. lol.. den go bath.. and doll up myself.. wahhaha.. my eyes was again pain for the whole day.. dunno why i nowadays i have prob wearing contact lenses.. omg.. poor eyes.. i got blury vision for the whole day sia.. so ke lian.. haiz.. after sch.. went to meet dear to have our dinner.. yeahhh so sinful again!!! we went to "ajiseh" wat u call that?? err.. dunno how u spell tt.. anyway.. so sinful... fat fat fat.. wahahha.. nvm.. i wanna run!!! haiz.. but the toopid leg.. diao...

sunday dragging my leggy

2004-12-19T21:05:00.000+08:00

yeah.. wahhh.. today woke up quite early okie.. around 9 to 10 bah.. kana force to wake up one.. coz my mum hired two guys---> one malay and one indian guy to help paint my hse.. hahaha.. cheap labour sia.. dunno why they will do tt too.. lol.. and worse they painted the whole day.. wif my dad too.. but onli manage to finish painting my bro's room and the living room lol.. but haiz!!!!! i hate the colours!!! yellowish orangy white?? arghhhh i dun wan tt colour to be painted on my walls.. omg~~~ i dun wan!!! haiz.. dunnoo...

okie anyway due to my injured leggy.. hahhahah.. dint go far today.. meet up wif my dear after his soccer game rotted at my hse a while and headed down to 888 plaze to visit my lao po~~ hahaha.. shane went there too.. umm.. okie he's still the same bah.. haha.. crap a lot.. i was like dragging myself there.. haha.. and den so cute.. thawlin oso kana leg pain today.. we were like dragging along bah.. lol.. umm.. den after go home lor.. so sian nth to do.. rotted at hm too.. so messy.. and so weird!! two dunno wat guys in my hse?? walking around painting??? omg.. hahaha..
okie dear as usual fall aslp again~~ see see.. aiyo! my bed so nice to slp meh.. ask u cum pei mi but u still can fall aslp.. aiyoyo!!! but nvm~~ i veri gd one.. lol.. as if hor.. and den he left hm early bah.. go hm be guai kia hor.. haiz.. so here i am den!! Zzzzz...

suay yet happy???

2004-12-19T01:44:00.000+08:00

yeahhh... okie.. i guess this few days my life condition damn low down lor.. haiz.. so many things happened.. all at a time.. suddenly i realise how weak i am.. how weak our relationship is.. how vurnerable i am.. i got the enviroment to influence mi instead of mi influencig the environment??? hahaha.. alright.. sometimes i juz can help it.. nth i can do.. i jus felt tt i dun wan to do anything.. sian sian sian.. this is wat i felt for the past few days.. lol.. but anyway no matter how sad u're the world wun stop turning juz becoz of u?? isnt it?

okie.. umm.. thur went out wif xh, claudia n ruifen.. oooo.. so long dint see rui fen liao.. guess she look umm.. almost the same in sec.. lol.. but okie still as pretty.. hee.. umm.. and yah.. sorry.. halfway thru i'm gone.. hee.. got down to talk to thawlin abt our thingy.. umm.. okie guess now is more or less okie le bah... wat i hope now is ***changes*** hee... i hope i would be let down again.. will u??

okie next fri!!! omg.. it's ailing's bday~~ we went to suntec to celebrate it~~ lol funni enough we went to hav dinner in kfc~~ diao coz everyone is having finacial prob ar... lol.. den ailing treated us ice cream~~ yummy!! so long dint eat ice cream le.. hahaha.. but sad.. dint manage to finish it~~ too full liao.. hehe.. oh yah!! and the whole day is photo taking session sia.. coz sweeting brought her d.cam~~yeahhh~~~ we took lots of photos~~ omg.. and i dint noe sweeting oso likes to tk pic wor.. hee.. anyway we went to shop shop after tt.. hee.. ooo i bought a keychain wif pam and meiling~~ ooo so cute lor.. $1.90 onli sia.. wahahha.. umm.. den oso went to try hats?? lol.. took a pic wif pam on tt.. next time upload let u all see see... hee.. den crap crap crap~~ go home!!!!

yup sat!!! omg~~ suay happy and tired day!!! hee.. went for poly50 training as usual.. umm.. today we had a captain's ball game ar.. hee.. so long dint play liao.. it was gd! err.. but okie lor.. my team still lost.. but nvm!! everybody's a winner rite?? hehe.. but den leh.. i won smth more than others.. i sprained my ankle.. hurt my knee.. sob sob~~ and for the whole day i'm walking like a cripple~~ lol.. okie but lucky still can walk lar hor.. umm.. so after the training.. we all went to have our lunch den headed down to harbour front to tk bus.. ooo took some photos down there too.. zi lian lar.. i know.. hee okie den reach syc for ur meeting!!!! yeah.. so long wor.. hehe.. but okie lar.. at least not tt boring as i tot??? hehe.. umm.. den after the meeting headed back home wif ivan and desman~~ oo.. kept tokin to ivan till we missed our stop!!! omg.. i'm already like a cripple liao.. wor... still go walk one more bus stop~~ diao.. so far!!! hahaha but okie lar.. lol reach home quite late le.. already 11 plus liao wor.. so tired~~~ anyway i got a BIG surprise when i reach hm!!! omg!!! know wat?? my daddy bought a CANON digital camera for mi!! omg omg!!! so happy lor.. i wanted it long long long long ago lor.. hehe... and dun need to say.. i cant slp for the whole day though i'm damn tired.. haha.. talk to my fren for the whole nitez.. ZZzz at 5 plus bah.. so slpy wor.. so sianz.. cant wake up late... goin to paint my hse~~~~~

umm.. dunno.. a day of thinking and sadness???

2004-12-16T11:25:00.000+08:00

umm.. okie so sian now.. i'm in sch now.. having a 3 hrs break.. cant do anything now.. except for waiting and rotting.. haiz.. arghh..... okie let tok abt mon.. think on quite moody den went to cai luan hse to stay.. so surprise tt my mum would actually agree to let mi let over nite w/o i begging her.. lol.. anyway tt nitez was like umm.. quite touched too lar.. coz so mani ofmy jie meis came to pei mi.. hehe.. and especially susan.. haha.. coz she came straight from work.. oo.. muacks! thank you!!! but.. okie lar.. thought she did nth much bah.. lol..

umm.. okie after the whole nite of thinking.. i'm still lost.. dun really dun wat to do sia.. we meet up ytd.. kept quiet almost throughout.. kept thinking of the unhappy things.. diao.. i juz cant get over it.. i dun wan to be like this but haiz.. couldnt help it.. for now i juz hope to let time pass to forget those unhappy things.. to start all over again.. i'm trying hard to forget.. i hope i can.. umm..one way is my fren taught mi is to think of the happy things we've done together the happy times u gave mi.. sometimes i juz hope tt u're still the one in the pass..

haiz.. isnt today surppose to be a special day???

2004-12-14T19:49:00.000+08:00

.... second day of sch... haiz.. was blur for the whole day.. lesson actually starts at 10.. and i was surppose to be downstairs at 9.. however... haiz.. blur blur blur.. i end up goin out of my hse at 8!!! den i called my fren.. hey how come u still not here?? den i realised... dot dot dot.. okie fine den.. den met him at my hse downstairs.. crap along the way and especially when we met meiling.. lol..

ummm.. can say today was a short day bah.. but a bit sian.. second day of sch already having make up lesson le... aiyo.. he teach so slowly.. ytd used almost 4 hrs.. still cant finish one lecture.. aiyo... umm.. today's binocular vision by monica.. was quite fun except tt i was busy wiping off my tears.. sob sob.. my eyes again... diao.. okie den after the lesson tot will be meeting thawlin..

haiz.. but end up not meeting.. so sad.. isnt today surppose to be a special day for us??? it's our 14th mth.. and finally we've got the chance to celebrate together.. but yet.. i dun think u got any intention to meet rite.. dint even remember to bring ur clothes..dun say it's bcoz of ur mum, even if is it bcoz of her u would have inform mi ytd or if not at least remember to bring ur clothes rite.. but the fact tt u dint even bother to bring ur clothes shows tt u've got no intention to meet.. shows tt u dun care.. isnt u?? u might say u can make up for it another day but do u understand.. it's not the present or watever tt matters.. it's the thoughts tt counts.. watever.. i really dunno le.. i begining to feel tt i really dun understand u.. not even a bit.. a tiny bit..

so bored now...

2004-12-11T23:46:00.000+08:00

umm.. wah.. so long dint update my boggie le.. haha.. lazy sia... wed and thurs was the worse for mi.. err but i enjoy it lar.. lol.. wed i for the poly50 training as usual den stayed back for souvenir making.. haha.. jian fu came out the idea of SP^pop.. lol.. okie.. fake ice-cream.. lol.. quite cute... spend my whole afternoon in school making tt.. err but still cant finish lar.. den went off early coz meeting claudia.. haha.. wahh.. so long dint see her le.. still the same yup! cute cute de.. as pretty as usual... hahaha.. heard tt she got aiming le wor.. umm good luck den! hee.. we met at causeway to buy my lao po's(xh) present.. lol.. really dunno wat to buy den end up buying a "pig" for her.. since she always says tt she like pig so much... haha... wahh.. den went home.. yeah!! chiong ar..... burn midnight oil to complete some of the souvenirs.. haha.. see so hardworking ar.. lol.. no lar.. coz i scare thurs cant finish.. coz thurs still must go out wif xh.. hehe..

umm.. okie.. den thurs..... umm.. thur ar.. went to sch quite early too.. yawnn... draggin myself off the bed again.. haha.. err.. den reach sch.. finish up all the souvenirs.. and yeah.. a bit left for us onli lar.. so finish early den.. since i', meeting xh at 245.. den i ask shiya to pei mi go eat lunch and rot in the com lab lol.. haha.. and ya!!!! kaoz man.. my eyes have been tearing for the past few days.. even till today.. so comfortable.. especially in the morning and at nitez.. sob sob.. i think i kana conjunctivitis again!!! help!!! oh well this time round is it viral?? allergic?? or bacteria??? sianz..(*.*)"

umm okie den after the rotting session in sch.. oh anyway THANK YOU shiya!! coz i think i even fall aslp in the com lab.. coz my eyes cannot make it..lol.. okie okie.. den i headed down to orchard to meet xh.. umm... we went to far east to walk walk.. wah.. we saw a veri veri veri.. nice pair of shoes... sob sob.. budget budget.. cant buy it.. maybe i juz hav to wait till Jan bah.. now i'm broke!! lol.. den we went to esprit!!! wahh... okie i saw a blouse damn nice! pinky pinky one wor.. lol.. err.. though budget but i still bought it.. haha.. xh oso.. she bought a jacket from there.. arghh.. cannot make it.. for the next few days i hav to eat bread le.. lol.. yeah.. den after sort of celebrating xh birthday.. we went to cineleisure to wait for my dear.. haha.. i was like dragging xh along again.. lol.. but okie lar.. she onli pei mi a while till thawlin arrive..

after meeting thawlin we headed down to PS.. wahh.. i was like huh?? why u like PS so much?? everytime watch movies oso go PS watch one.. diao diao diao.. but nvm.. since i got time go lor.. lol.. ohh reach there we missed the 7 plus show for blade so decided to watch national treasure since the other time slot for blade was selling fast too.. we watched the 950 show.. oOoooOo.. the show was not bad lar.. coz i'm the type tt dun like to watch those err.. boring show?? hahah.. okie lar.. it's juz tt the front part i felt it's a bit dry.. the rest was okie.. lol.. and actually the show was longer den i was expected.. around 2 hours plus.. umm.. so we ended up taking the midnight cab home.. and suay enough.. i forgot to charge my hp again.. batt went flat and worse still forgot to bring my keys wif mi again~~ diao.. den hav to trouble my mummy again.. hehe... yup reach hm around 1 plus le.. yawn.. yawn...ZZzz... it's slping time~~

fri.... umm.. fri ar.. a boring boring boring day for mi... i rotted at home for the whole day wor.. tt thawlin went to his frenz hse bbq.. so gd!!! i oso wan bbq!! lol... but okie lar.. i was too tired to go out le.. furthermore i wanna giv my eyes some treatment.. for them to rest.. hope tt before sch reopen they will be heal.. hee.. okie den sat.. which is today.. haiz... i eyes got worse... my nose comes again.. my ear even became swollen!!! feel so lethargic.. sob sob~~ opps.. and yah.. worse.. i forgot abt today's training... forgot all abt meeting shiya.. omg.. knock again.. put her aeroplane.. so so so SORRY.. shiya... i really cant make it.. sorry..

den slp till 12 plus receive a msg from thawlin saying tt he's on the way to sch to meet mi le.. diao.. i dint even go to sch today.. haha.. okie.. lucky i reply on time.. if not today kana get more scoldings liao.. lol.. okie den he came to my hse to visit mi.. haha.. i rest for the whole afternoon den umm.. i think when i felt better le he felt slpy le.. den eventually falls a slp in my room again!!! diao.. long nap.. den my mum came nagging.. and said since i got nth to do must help her cook dinner.. omg.. i dunno how to cook!!! lol.. den okie lor.. no choice learn lar.. she taught mi fried rice.. hahaha.. weii.. u all muz be laughing.. fried rice oso dunno how to cook.. no mah.. ppl really dint learn b4 mah.. haha.. okie my first attempt umm wasnt too bad lar.. except tt my mum commented tt it's a bit too salty.. haha.. er.. okie lor.. den think around 8 den i force my slpy dear to wake up.. came to my hse to slp sia.. how can!! ppl sick okie.. haha.. den he was like zombie lor.. ask him this ans mi tt.. diao.. really dunno wat he was toking.. haha.. den rotted again.. around 10 he left my hse liao... end of story.. and den here i am.. yeah.. and it's time to orh orh again liao.. Zzzz...

wahh.. i becum such a guai kia..

2004-12-07T20:27:00.000+08:00

wah.. today ar.. abit suay.. lol.. early in the morning woke up.. arghhh.. stomache.. keep goin to the toilets.. dot dot dot.. (*.*)" lol.. okie.. but i still be a veri veri guai ger ger at home.. i went to wash 8 of my babies... (soft toys lar..) den.. umm.. clear my table---> so dusty sia.. hahaha.. den clean my room.. clean the mirrors.. even my brother's one i oso helped him leh... see hahaha.. so guai rite.. umm.. den still went to make some origami.. coz dunno whether tml need it anot.. wahh.. guess wat i still went to wash my fan.. diao.. first time man.. coz i'm bored.. lol.. first time washing the fan.. diao.. so troublesome sia.. lucky i dint wet the whole fan..lol~~

wahh.. see.. i guess this week quite free sia.. except for wed which is tml.. ytd i oso stay home for the whole day sia.. the onli place tt i stepped out of my hse was to the mrt foodcount~~~ diao.. went there to meet thawlin~~ see him EAT~~ kns.. haha.. den went hm by myself.. sob sob... wei.. to all those tt are free haven sch reopen.. date mi out leh.. wahaha.. mi 5 more days sch reopen le!!!!

sianz.... sad?? pms???

2004-12-06T15:32:00.000+08:00

umm.. okie.. ytd was tired.. tired.. and tired.. hahaa..but actually i did nth too lar.. juz felt tired for the whole day.. went to meet cl and susan at causeway ytd.. had our lunch at yoshinoya.. wahh.. damn full.. lol.. yum yum.. den went to walk walk..and rot around.. den suddenly susan chia.. decided to cut her hair.. okie.. den she went to jean yip to have her hair cut.. while wat we can do is to rot lor.. hahaa.. thawlin came to meet mi ytd too.. yup and along wif cl.. we rotted till her hair cut is done.. haha.. well it's as if nth is done.. the hair lenght is still the same juz tt i saw some layers.. lol.. toopid jean yip.. susan kana con again.. coz she claimed tt tt toopid hairdresser dun wan to help her cut her hair short.. he insisted tt she shld go for rebonding.. diao diao diao.. toopid.. her hair wat nt ur hair still say so much.. haha..

okie den i think while waiting for susan again.. i was having mood swings.. lol.. no lar.. coz dunno why suddenly tot of those unhappy things.. den i began to be sad.. i felt tt something is missing btw us.. we were like drifting apart.. why.. haiz.. i heard too much le.. i dunno wat i shld do now.. wat i know is juz to hold on.. to wait to wait for the possible changes.. well i still love u.. may not be 100% but at least 70%?? nah.. i oso dunno.. i really dunno how to measure..

den after the hair cut we went to tk neoprints.. haha.. coz susan was like umm okie.. hair done.. even her face done oso.. seldom see her putting makeups..becuming so vain liao ar.. come to meet us oso must to makeups.. haha.. i was teasing her and asking her not to laugh.. the face is goin to crack!!! lol.. and yup.. so happy.. coz i think i dint tk neoprints for a long time le.. especially wif thawlin.. umm.. well quite cute and nice taken.. hehe.. den thawlin went off early to meet his parents left mi and cl.. tot of meeting shihui one.. but den leh.. aiyo.. tt susan needa go off early too and left mi and cl.. well both of us were like half dead.. okie GO HOME!!! yup.. reach hm nth to do leh.. den rot for the whole evening lor.. haha.. ohh and i was listening to this song.. veri close to wat i felt this few days..

望远[镜]看不见你你的(心)飞去哪里
无声飞行享受黑夜的静谧
别说对不起别让我伤了心才说
不是故意我却无法怪你
别说对不起别让我的爱情变成
廉价物品我却只能爱你
闭上眼[睛]却看见你想你的[好]代替无力
我相信你却开始不信任自己
别说对不起别让我灰了心
才说不是故意我却无法怪你
别说对不起别让我的爱情变得
小心翼翼我却只能爱你
用行动来证明你的决心
不要说说而已我想要的不只(是)sorry
(啊)无声飞行享受黑夜的静谧
别说对不起别让我伤了心才说
不是故意我却无法怪你
别说对不起别让我的爱情变成
廉价物品我却只能爱你

dunno??

2004-12-04T23:37:00.000+08:00

umm.. okie.. ytd too tired le.. so dint write my bloggie.. anyway.. ytd was quite a fun day.. thought i made mi feel so tired.. lol.. umm.. okie i went to HQ early to meet up wif kang heong to do ur study com thing.. haha.. so funni.. kept thinking of those toopid qns to ask them.. hehe.. den after that proceed to attand the YCF(youth cultural festival) kick-off meeting.. haha.. the events was interesting sia.. i think i would like to take part in the youth item.. haha.. like quite interesting..lol.. umm.. den okie lor.. nth much.. reach hm.. arghh.. still have to type out those qns.. hahaha.. but okie lar.. not a prob but the prob is keep chatting no time to type finish.. hahaha.. ohh yah.. ytd was oso thawlin's POP day ar.. haha.. dunno wat that stands for.. but he finally finish his BMT le.. yeah.. dun need to wait till every weekends den can meet him le.. hehe..

okie as for today.. went to school early for poly50 training.. umm.. as usual like everybody was late.. *diaoz* have to wait.. haha.. Celine and i there was like crapping while waiting.. and yeah.. later the training starts.. omg.. i think quite long dint run liao.. veri tired sia.. hahaha.. lao le lao le.. lol.. and haha.. so happi today.. everything goes so smoothly.. hehe.. the study session was made into a games session and yea.. quite fun lor i think lar.. hahha.. and umm.. actually quite happi as the souvenirs are able to be produced in time.. but okie lar.. a bit ugly lar.. hahaha but no choice..

den after the whole poly50 training went to meet my dear.. had our lunch in sch... den headed down to west mall... dot dot dot.. nth down there interests mi.. lol.. so sian so small.. nth nice... except tt i bought a small hp cover for my new phone.. hee so cute.. hahaha.. after goin to west mall yeah... go home rest lar.. tired le.. still so smelly.. hahaha.. okie den tt thawlin bo bian hav to pei mi hm to rot again.. rot till abt umm.. 7 plus.. omg.. i forgot tt my district leaders are visiting mi~~~~ hahaa.. okie.. den when we realise dear was like huh... i was like omg!! LOL so funni.. and okie.. there was a girl who came along wif her mum.. and she tot thawlin was my dad!!!! omg.. so old meh.. hahaha..

umm.. okie den after toking to my leaders.. den realise one of them is diagnoes wif the diabetic retinopathy.. omg.. i tot she was kidding!!! so sad... think maybe she's in the later stage liao.. but now goin thru laser treatment.. hopez. she's fine.. umm.. but she's really strong lor.. still so determined.. hehe.. must learn must learn.. lol.. ZZzzz....

okie today was bored tired shag...

2004-12-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

ohh today ar.. um.. wake up not too early non too late.. hahaha.. crap~~ den went to sch to collect the books tt i bind yesterday.. but forgot to go collect.. haha.. toopid.. waste my time and energy go collect.. den headed down to bugis to meet xue hua.. diao.. on the way to bugis i met Mr Rajeev.. diao diao diao.. why met him ar.. so suay.. so weird... like nth to talk like tt.. lol.. took the same train as him den umm.. haha.. i kept on looking at my hp and the door.. so pai seh.. but he was alrite lar.. chatted wif mi.. haha.. he oso noe tt my results have improved.. lol.. so happi.. hee hee.. but said tt i was veri playful durin my year1.. lol..

oke den reach bugis.. diao.. i realise i was damn early.. den went to walk walk first lor.. so sian.. like nth nice leh.. i prefer goin to orchard.. more things to see more things to buy.. ohh but i saw a skirt from OP and a skirt from dunno where veri nice!!!!! thinking of buying them.. umm.. but budget budget.. hahaha.. dun buy first i hav to buy my shoes for my practical lessons 1st.. lol.. okie den met xh.. okie nth much to shop at bugis.. haiz.. then i was like draging myself again.. coz i'm carrying 4 books.. so heavy!!! dot dot dot.. hahaha..

i hate today~~~

2004-12-02T01:20:00.000+08:00

wahhhh.. today is quite a bad day buh... though i quite engjoy it.. lol okie.. sick for this few days.. especially today.. so suay... woke up wah... my eyes was like meaty red... omg.. so uncomfortable lor.. den the toopid nose feeling like falling off again.. lol..okie.. but i'm late lor.. feel so bad.. coz really cant help it mah.. sob sob.. today i think it was in a mess.. i'm so blur lor.. haiz.. i think i'm like making things worse.. hope all these toopid things wun happen again..

i havent got enough time to prepare the materials for making the souvenirs today and guess i had everybody waiting and deciding on the design and troubling them to taking these take tt.. SORRY... so stressed.. haiz.. i even forgot all abt the meeting wif xue hua lor.. haiz.. making her wait for mi at the station for so long and yet wasnt able to meet her.. SO SO SO SORRY!!!! wo xia ci bu gan le.. sorry hor.. i was sick ytd and forgot abt telling u.. sorry.. haiz.. all these makes mi feel so bad today.. quite useless hor mi.. haiz.. abit worried abt the study materials on sat.. we have yet done anything abt it... but meeting kang heong on fri.. i hope we'll have enough time to finish it.. omg.. everything is stacking up..

waiting waiting n waiting

2004-11-30T21:20:00.000+08:00

blah blah blah..... diao.. today quite toopid.. did nth except for waiting waiting n waiting.. lol.. acc my dad to ttsh.. ooo.. we waited so damn long lor.. diao.. they're so so so slow lor.. appointment at 2pm end up see the doctor at 430pm.. omg.. i wanna kill them~~~~ hahaha.. okie lucky we had a good news!! coz my dad was alright~~~~~~~ but he had a 4mm stone in his left kidney.. umm.. the doctor sais it's alrite but juz hav to monitor.. yup.. alrite.. hope tt toopid stone disappear faster!!! hahaha..

okie i got my timetable today!!!! oh my GOD!!! i've got the slackest timetable ever.. err i mean good lar.. better than last sem one.. coz got 2 days quite onli got 2 lessons.. yeah!!! so happi hope they dun change anymore.. hee.. here's my timetable:

mon: 8-12pm, 1-5pm
tue: 1-3pm
wed: 1-3pm
thu: 8-10am, 1-3pm
fri: 8-11am, 2-5pm

wah seh.. i guess i gonna hate mon~~~ it's a so so so long day lor.. but i hate thu and fri even more.. hahaha.. coz got the toopid 3 hrs break.. so long.. wat they expect us to do.. diao..

diao

2004-11-30T21:09:00.000+08:00

day of pain and tiredness

2004-11-29T20:30:00.000+08:00

today was TIRED~~~ TIRED~~~ TIRED~~~ slpt for like 3 plus hrs den woke up to meet xue hua.. we went to suntec den.. haha.. i was like dragging myself up to walk around suntec.. haha.. xh saw her giantic piglet~~ okie fine.. so she bought it.. wahhh... so big so cute lor.. but okie.. like no use de leh.. ops... hahaha... but okie lar.. cute can liao.. lol.. den went to walk abit den headed home liao.. wahh.. so tired.. my nose was again feeling like dropping.. from last night till now.. omg.. like those clown's nose.. so red!!! lol.. den slp till now lor.. today's like no life.. so sian.. haha.. okie den end here.. ZZzzz....

umm... wat happen today ar??

2004-11-28T22:12:00.000+08:00

oh welll.. hahaha.. today woke up quite early in the morning lor.. went for the ywd youthful glory meeting if i'm not wrong.. hahaha.. umm.. not bad sia.. at least not tt boring ar.. lol.. but quite meaningful i think.. one of the person who shared is exleader!!!! hahaha.. she got prettier and became a mama liao sia.. so nice.. wahh okie today met xue yun too... and i gonna zap her book!! so inspiring.. opps.. shhh.... nice mah.. den okie headed down to causeway wif shiya to have our lunch!!! so hungry lor.. i "ren" from morning till now coz hai.. see lar.. woke up late again.. dint have my breakfast.. lol den wahhh.. rain so heavily lor.. den went home waited for thawlin.. haha.. too tired fell aslp...

ookie den around 10 plus cl n susan came to my hse as i was under curfew liao.. hahaha.. wahh.. tot alot.. and gosh... i think shld be too long dint tk alcohol all of us was like RED.... lol.. haiz.. den heard each others story.. so ke lian.. everyone is like having prob... hahaha.. "tong ming xiang lian" lol.. okie den after toking.. susan as usual is the 1st one who cannot make it lar.. hahaa.. but insisted of going hm... diao.. it's already 3 plus liao lor we went down to wait for cab.. haha... where got cab at this time round leh.. but okie lar.. lucky enough after sometime there comes one.. cl and i retured back home den... so tired.. lol.. Zzzzz....

a day of unexpecteable outcome...

2004-11-27T20:31:00.000+08:00

oooo... COol man.. early in the morning wake up to go for poly50~~~ wahh.. okie first offical training den.. wahh.. i think i've yet run for too long le bah.. feel so tired.. lol.. i like and enjoy the ball game part most!!! hahaha.. i've learnt tt by taking initiative is a must to success!!! no matter whu u are wif, dun be shy juz go for wat u wan and u shall eventually achieve it!!! like wat they say.. juz take everything like as if it is ur most impt thing... by securing it, u shall achieve wat u wan den.. hard to say.. but juz keep on trying! i believe we'll accomplish it!!!! like wat others said the biggest enemy is urself!!! hee okie.. a bit not like myself ar.. haha.. i felt alot these few days.. my frenz let my felt tt there's so mani unexpectable things in this world.. so we have to keep on striving and striving.. no matter wat.. nv let failure overcome u.. we must overcome the failure instead!!!

umm.. okie back to my day of excitment... after the poly50 training i went for a sort of meeting wif sijie they all.. wahh... wat they said really inspired mi sia.. umm.. okie i have agreed to tk up the role of CIC.. umm.. okie i jus hope tt watever it is i'll be able to overcome it!!! yeah!! umm.. okie after the meeting thawlin and i went out.. kinda miss him.. though he's still the same.. lol.. den as usual we did nth coz we're both facing financial prob.. lol.. haha... and i'm dressing like dunno a roadside sweeper?? lol.. okie so went to causeway to have our lunch.. we went ot pastamania... woo.. quite long dint eat tt liao.. not bad~~ and i had a creamy chicken!!! omg.. so sinful~~~ hahaa.. lucky juz now had an intensive training!!! hahaah.. i really look forward to the actual poly50 day!!! so exciting.. i remembered last yr's one.. so memorable... hee..

my day of saddness....

2004-11-26T22:55:00.000+08:00

ohh.. okie today woke up quite early... tot of meeting xh.. diao.. den she put my areoplane lor.. hahaha.. lucky hidayah called.. den went out wif her lor.. haiz... so sad.. why is every of my fren all having probs?? why cant the world the god the people be living in happiness always.. why.. haiz... maybe tat's how we are goin to live our life.. feel so sad now so down.. i'd heard so much today.. wat people faced.. their misery.. their sorrows.. and guess wat i did.. i dunno.. makes mi feel tt my prob is nth.. theirs is so big.. i realli dunno how to console or tok to them.. i just hope tt everyone is okie everything will be fine..

a day of rotting

2004-11-26T01:10:00.000+08:00

wahhh... guess wat.. i today slp till 2 plus lor... wah... finally get to slp till so late lor... the past few day was like being a panda walking around.. lol.. haiz... den rot for the whole afternoon till my mummy knock off from work... lol.. when she reach home, she was like: "wahhh... so guai ar.. stay at hm to wait for mi ar.. good lar stay at home make make hair lar do do this do do tt lar.. better den always stayin out wif ur fren wat.." diao.. hahaha... nth to say.. lol.. but actually i'm rotting for the whole afternoon den went to make my hair.. hahaha... thinking of changing to another new hairstyle.. ooo... hahaha.. wat will it be like?? i wanna try short hair!!! lol.. oh come on.. i bet u all will say chey... i always say say onli.. hahaha.. oh well yah.. quite true.. lol.. coz dun dare to change mah.. later not pretty le how?? wahahaha.... okie jk lar.. hee

wahh.. today still got the ying yin..---> shadows of the dog chasing mi... lol.. toopid lao ah lian next door.. hahaha.. i think i hav to tk steps everyday so as not to pass her door liao.. lol... diao.. suddenly hav a feeling of seeing u guys.. i hope sch faster start!!! okie well i noe u all goin to kill mi.. lol..

so damn pissed off.... spoil my whole day of fun!!!!!!!!!!

2004-11-25T01:30:00.000+08:00

omg............... i'm so pissed off tonite~~~~~~~~~ spoil my day of fun!!!!! wao lao.. i was walking home towards my hse den wat.. i saw the toopid lao ah lian---> my neighbour.. kao... she see mi walking back den purposely go open the door wide wide den go throw the toopid rubbish... den i suay lar.. kana chase by the toopid dog... kaoz lor... den lucky kana saved my her son... wahh... ying xiong jiu mei??? lol... yah... as if.. lol.. den i nv imagine i'm so suay today lor.. went to open the door diao lock liao lor wao liao... why!!!! i havent gone hm leh mummy... so cruel.... den wat.. my phone batt flat.. diao.. knocking seems no use.. hahaha... lucky sia.. i on my hp still can call a bit.. heng aRR... if not i realli hav to pei tt toopid dog liao lor.. hahaha...

okie watever next time kana chase by the dog again i'll kill her!!! lol.. as if i'll do tt.. lol.. okie lets tok abt wat i did today.. hahaha.. actually quite contented today... coz quite fun!! wake up veri early for poly50 training today.. ooo.. so long dint go to sch liao.. haha.. umm.. went to fill up the bottles all tt coz i'm in LOGISTIC com!!! lol... den see there's still some time left den went to salc to check my resutls.. omg... hahaha.. so happy man!!! haha.. thought not tt gd but still happy!!!! okie i got an A, three Bs and one B+ and one C+ lol.. hahaha.. so happy man!!!!!! at least i passed my pathology!!!!

hee.. okie.. den we have our poly50 training!!! wahhh so fun lor.. i loves the games.. hahaha.. cute!! umm.. but i a bit slow lar.. always mixed up.. diao..hahaha.. anyway had a great time there.. umm.. okie den headed down to jurong east to meet bernard... wahh.. so long dint see him liao.. umm.. okie still look the same.. haha.. we went to watch Shutter.. ohhh so nice!!!! so SCARY... diao.. i'm like hahaha.. closing my eyes most of the time.. diao.. but i like it.. i give it 5 stars out of 5...hahahaha.... nice! the best horror movie i ever watched! lol... okie den after the show.. ohh still early den went to see the jurong library... lol.. crazy sia.. but okie lar.. coz i dint see b4 mah.. lol.. okie lor.. den went to suntec to walk walk lor.. wahhh.. i watch a puzzle.. so nice lor.. the 7 dwarfs one hahaha... den a winnie the pooh soft toy.. so big!!! so cute!!! lol...

umm.. den after tt proceeded to meet cai luan and susan.. dint noe tt wang sheng is cuming too.. hahaha.. okie.. tot will be a bit weird.. but okie! gd.. veri fun today.. after eating whole lot of sinful foods.. lol.. den we den down to orchard.. to sing ktv.. umm.. okie.. initially i rejected.. but okie.. no choice.. den reach there liao.. mus sing till 3am dot dot dot.. no way lor.. my mum goin to kill mi sia... lol.. so sorry my dear lao po... lol.. and my mama susan.. lol.. sorry... sorry.. hee.. umm.. okie den not bad lar.. we went to tk neoprints hahaha.. so cute so nice i like it!!! wang sheng was like the onli odd one out.. lol... nvm can be our background.. nice!! opps... no lar.. maybe ppl shy lah hor.. lol.. den go home.. diao.. ****pissed off****

a moment of anxiety~~~

2004-11-23T23:28:00.000+08:00

oohhh... ohhh... now so nervous.. so stressed!!! hahaha.. coz i'm getting my results in abt 30 mins time.. the SP server better dun play play... if i dun get my results at 12 i haunt the system.. opps.. kidding lar.. i'm becuming nuts.. lol.. wonder wat will i get ar... AAAAAAA???????? hahha.. yahhh... wait long long.. lol...

ohh.. feel so sick now.. yet hav to wait for the results.. arghh.. i feel so slpy.. okie nvm endurance!!! lol... okie today sucks... went to sentosa wif xue hua.. diao.. the weather is gd initially but end up raining so damn heavily lor... haiz.. spoil my mood... see.. and now i'm sick liao.. hee.. okie dun blame the weather.. maybe i'm suay.. why choose today go leh.. haha.. but den actually the afternoon sun is strong.. my face even kana roasted.. diao... now having burning sensation sia... hahaha... ----> sounds familar?? pathology?? maybe.. haha...

after the whole lame "rain tanning event" we headed down to harbour front to have our lunch cum dinner.. omg.. i'm sooooo hungry!!! hee... went to eat beef noodle.. ohh so nice!!!! (coz i too long nv eat liao bah..) lol.. den went to shop a bit though there's nth there to shop hahaha.. and wat... we saw bikini sales... xue hua ended up buying one bikini~~~ omg... i oso want.. i saw one.. so cute!!! but.. haiz.. due to my financial prob... forget abt it.. haha...hope tt when i end my financial crisis the sales is still there hahaha... dot dot dot...

okie so generally today is not bad lar.. except tt i got burn on my face and my nose is dropping off.. hee.. yup!!! i'll continue to wait for my results!!! gd luck guys!!!!

monday blues...

2004-11-22T22:26:00.000+08:00

ohhh.. today did nth much... early in the morning went to ttsh to pei my daddy do check ups.. ooohh.. poor daddy got a jab again and have lotsa x-ray taken today... haiz.. next tues we'll going back to ttsh for the results.. hope everything will be okie.. hope my dad in good health~~~

umm.. after the check-up we headed down to chong pang to have our lunch.. soo... tired.. hahaha... guess i a bit crazy kept asking my dad lots of toopid qns.. like: wat is "tei c" ar?? why must walk instead of taking bus ar? etc.. lol.. ***mad*** anyway.. okie countdown!!!! 24th nov!!!! it's when my results will be release.. omg.. so curious... wonder how will i do this Sem... ohh.. guess it'll be quite bad.. ****WORRIED**** okie hope tml pass midnite i'll get to noe the results liao.. hehe..

ohh juz finish toking to my dear.. haiz.. so poor thing.. jus had his 16km route march today... his voice seems so tired.. okie so as usual lor.. giving mi hints on whether he can slp early instead of toking to mi.. hahaha.. well fine.. slp lor.. k end here le.. goin to watch american next top models~~~

yeah!! today is sunday~~~

2004-11-21T21:07:00.000+08:00

ooo.... wake up early in the morning today... dint turn up for the ywd meeting.. umm... die.. hahaha... den afternoon time went to meet up wif thawlin.. lol.. so funni.. we headed back to thawlin's hse to have our lunch after we bought KFC... yummy! umm.. actually not so nice lar.. but thawlin like it.. so dot dot dot.. hahaha... okie umm.. the funny part is that today is the first time i saw his brother!!! ohmygod.. lol... his brother doesnt look like him at all!!! so white.. err.. as in so fair.. lol.. okie i still prefer thawlin.. hahaha... anyway it's so pai seh lor.. i saw his bro and dint even dare to see him.. kept on pretending that i was watching the teebee... lol.. well okie lar... den whole the whole afternoon at thawlin's hse.. nth much done...

around 4, we leave his hse.. coz poor thawlin is gonna book in again.. another 6 more days to see him liao.. wahaha.. okie lar.. maybe not poor thawlin coz i think he enjoy being in camp.. see.. haiz.. mi so ming ku.. lol.. ohyah! mi so suay today.. nearly fall down again.. coz when we gonna leave tt time it was raining damn heavily lor.. okie warn mi that it's time to change my slippers liao.. hahaha..

den headed now to meet cai luan.. ohh coz she's working in causeway pt today.. coz since it's still quite early den i went down to meet her lor.. hee... okie she's still the same old cl.. lol.. wahh.. we tok for quite long.. she even made mi stand at the optical shop corner to continue our gossiping.. hahaha.. diao.. made mi so pai seh.. lol..

boring day...

2004-11-21T01:49:00.000+08:00

well.. today is Sat!!!! i still feel bored.. actually i hated weekend's nite.. coz for sure i wun have things to do.. or entertain myself.. haiz.. pathetic... actually juz now elizer did ask mi out for midnite movie.. great idea!!! umm.. but guess not... he wanna watch the incredibles but i watch liao.. so suan le bah.. dun wanna spoil his mood by changing shows..

hai.. why everybody are watching the incredibles... even thawlin too.. sianz... haiz.. feel so empty now.. a bit of sadness... WHY??? lol.. i got no idea too.. diaoz.. (-.-)" watching a toopid show now.. so toopid.. arghh.... but so sad... diao.. making mi feel so sad too.. sob sob.. haiz... i'm crazy liao... dunno wat rubbish am i writing... hai hai hai~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

ohh... a day of rotting...

2004-11-19T22:22:00.000+08:00

umm... yup.. knock again... today went to meet xh again!!!!!! have been meeting her for the past few days.. lol.. getting sick liao.. hhahaha... umm... nth much done today.. went out wif her to buy smths den headed back to my hse to rot... lol... tot of watching vcds today.. coz xh brought her fren's dunno wat vcds to my hse.. but guess we cant finish watching it.. so we decided to watch it next time lar.. haha.. nth to do we end up playing each others nails.. errkk... my nails kana tortured by xh... she so evil sia... my poor nails!!!!!

den after my torturing session ended... we proceed to plan when we gonna meet again~~ hahaha... lame.. gonna meet her soon again??? yeS!! she's my wife mah... lol.. umm.. around evening time my wife left.... haiz.. leaving mi behind... the poor mi.. left mi alone again.... hee... today a bit suay coz kana scolded by my dad.. so suay... i did nth wrong mah.. juz joke wif him onli.. like tt oso angry... haiz.. next time dun wan to joke wif him liao.. must be SERIOUS all the time.. hee...

okie den finally got to tok to my dear today.. coz ytd wasnt able to.. but juz for like umm... 5 mins i guess haiz.. dint get to tok much den.. so wonder when we'll be meeting... tml??? or sun??? or not even a day??? dot dot dot....

pics time~~

2004-11-18T23:23:00.000+08:00

okie this photos is taken on the day we went to have our sushi buffet~~~ oohh why am i eating sushi nowadays??? but i still got craving for soft shell crab!!! lol.. i wanna eat creamy chicken too ohhh... sinful sinful sinful~~~

this was the evidence of our sinful act~~~ hahaha.. so mani.. err... actually got more lar.. hahaha...

yum yum nice!! isnt it??

oh god... heavenly nice!! yummy!!! ohh.. time to diet after the meal???

yeah.. a bit ful liao.. time to rest!!! picture's time~~ hahaha

oohh too bored liao.. lame till help the shop to promote their items.. haha.. potential sales ger ar??

yeah and it's my turn now!!! cute?? *puke*

ohhh thinking wat's next to eat!! hahaha... yummy yummy... guess i'm gonna gain weight during the holidays again!!! ohmygod.... ***horrible***

lastly have a cup of green tea.. hahaha...---> hope to flush away those sinful thingy... lol...

a day of walking and walking...

2004-11-18T22:02:00.000+08:00

oo... today when out wif xh again!!!!!! lol.. wat happened to both of us ar... always goes so close together onli during the holidays??? lol... ohh yup i'm not lesbian~~~~ hahaha... we went to watch The Incredibles.... OOOOooohhhh... so cutEEee... so funny.. umm.. ya but a bit lame and toopid too.. some parts do find it touching anyway.. lol.. but okie lar.. i give 3 stars out of 5... hahaha...

after the movie we went to causeway pt to shop for a while coz it's still a bit early.. lol.. wahh.. i think mi too long dint go causeway le... i saw so many new shops!!! samual and kelvin oso in causeway??? hahaha... den proceed to metro.. and xh bought a two piece swim suit... weep weep... hahaha... so sexy ar... of coz lar.. my darling mah.. hahaha...

ohhh ya and i wanna buy handphoneEEee..... haha.. went every shops to check up the price!!! so tiring.. guess i decided to buy one during the x'mas!!! hoping there's some promotions of watever bah.. hehe... or thinking maybe it'll be a x'mas gift by my "sheng dan lao ren"??? hehe.. oohhh i saw one panasonic phone.. so cute so nice!!! but guess i'm not goin to buy tt...---> out of budget... guess i'm going to get a samsung phone again...--->E600C haha.. coz it's cheap!!! cute and good!!!

yahhh and wah seh... my daddy give mi a shock again~~~ he was transferring his computer parts to his newly bought cpu casing i guess.. and den CUT his finger... ohmigod... so deep lor.. the blood is all over his casing, his legs, the floor, my mum and my hand.... so scary.... really dunno how to do first aid sia... wat a deep cut... i did nth but juz watching the blood dashing out.. ohhh eer xin... my poor dad.. lucky my mum noe to do "first aid" lol.. chapalang one oso.. lol..

hai... today dint get a chance to talk to thawlin... so sad... coz of the toopid network problem by his toopid phone!!! diao.. but okie maybe it's fated too?? who knows?? well hope to see him soon~~~ countdown--->2 more days~~ haha...

wooohoo..

2004-11-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

yup... today i had quite a fun day!!!!!! went out for one whole day... my poor leggy is aching now!!!! meet xh early in the morning at 11.. haha.. almost oversleep again.. lol..went to Lot 1 to have our lunch-----> sushi buffet!!!! wahaha... my god.. damn sinful lor... diao diao.. wahh... i ate so much!!! lol.. muacks THANKS XUE HUA~~~ so yummy! haha..

den went on to shop around in Lot 1.. not bad sia.. i saw one top veri veri sweet!!! wanted to buy tt.. hai.. but budget budget.. since this holiday i'm not working.. haiz.. cant do much shopping too.. lol.. come to think of it have i made the wrong choice of not working?? err.. perhaps YES but i dun regret!!! lol.. i'm enjoying my holidays!!!! okie so after lot 1 our next destination is IMM~~~ err.. seems boring?? yup a bit lar.. lol.. tot of goin there to buy my white board one.. but.. diao... cant find it!!! end up buying fruits back home... ----> so heavy!!! (no choice an order by my parents!!) wahh... reach hm already 9 plus liao.. so tired.. i missed my ren wo yao you ending part!!! but lucky i got record!!! wahahaha... after the show got thawlin's call... umm.. well a bit miss him but.. juz feel so reluctant to tok to him.. dunno why...

after toking to my dear.. went out again~~~~ oh my god.... so tired.... but no choice.. went out to meet elizer... ohh.. so long dint see him le.... umm.. still look the same.. but guess better.. haha.. but still like ah beng.. lol.. oh.. tok quite alot.. dint noe he becum more mature le.. taught mi smth abt CHANCE~~~ haha.. okie.. smth in the bible.. lol.. so cute.. but okie.. still not into it.. lol.. and now here i am!! so high now.. yet... so tired so tired so tired... ZZZzzzzz.......

umm.. rotting day bah..

2004-11-17T01:09:00.000+08:00

ohh ya... today rotted at home for the whole day.. all becoz i overslept... haiz.. missed the chance to watch The Forgotten liao.. diao diao diao.. so sian today did nth for the whole day!!! wake up EAT... online... Chat... well.. i think i'm okie le lar.. dun wanna think so much liao.. since watever has passed had passed!!! no point keep thinking and thinking abt it.. later i becum siao char bo liao.. lol... no matter wat i'll trust u.. muacks love ya~~~ tired... ZZzz...

hai... wat a rotten day...

2004-11-15T22:58:00.000+08:00

haiz... wat a rotten day today... umm.. realli dunno how to start.. today is juz a damn day lar... till now den i realise i dun know u that well.. do i??? after one year le.. haiz.. i dunno why there's still some gap between us.. i really dunno wat to say to u today.. am i invading ur privacy?? i juz wan to know the topic... and i really dun understand why cant i know tt thing... not the contents but juz the topic.. WHY???

***love is abt sharing not onli joys but also sorrows... hiding something from each other onli made the matter worse.. why not be frank to each other???

day of anxiety~~

2004-11-15T01:16:00.000+08:00

ohmigod~~~ haiz.. dunno wat happened today... so luan... isn't it suppose to be a holiday... tot it'll be a great day ahead as thawlin is coming over to pei mE.. hee.. haiz.. but...

dunno wat happened to my dad.. after they came back from the market, he was in great pain!!! oh gosh.. dunno wat i can do man.. mummy sent dad to the hospital to have a check up.. my poor daddy end up having 3 injections!!! to ease the pain and the toopid X-ray shows nth wrong... and my dad hav to come back for another diagnostic examination next week... omg... i'm so ***worried*** wat will happen if my dad is really sick??? TOUCH WOOD!!!!! jus hope that he is healthy... haiz...

well... luckily there's thawlin wif mi... at least there's someone accompanying mi anyway after all i've enjoyed ur companion hee... ohmigod~~ pls bless my daddy... muacks dear i love YOU!!!

wat a boring day~~~

2004-11-14T01:47:00.000+08:00

ohh.. today have been a supeR boring day sia... nth to do..
early in the morning wake up to go see doctor.. end up the doctor said tt my joints nth wrong juz that the tendons kana pulled or stretched... err... haha.. dunno wat he toking abt... refering to A & P??? give ms phoon back liao.. lol... haiz.. den my poor mama oso sick liao.. shun bian pei her go see doctor.. haha.. so funni.. she was tokin in malay to the doctor??? i'm like an idiot standing there dunno wat they toking abt... lol...

den reach home liao... ohh.. started my rotting session.. lol.. initially i intended to bake cake one coz too bored liao.. but end up falling asleep in my bed.. hahaha... ZZzzzZzzz......
oooOo.. wake up liao.. instead of cake, i made err.. dumpling??? lol.. first time making the skin of the dumpling.. ohmigod.. look like sh** lol... tot my mum noe how to do end up she oso blur blur de... den she made one sample for mi which look more like a multi-holes skin wif meat.. wahahaha... opps... okie lar.. umm.. at least i a bit better den her k..
yeah at least the end product is edible... lol.. i let my dad tried and of coz he say nice lar..---> coz i make one.. lol.. but the skin a bit too thick liao.. ***diaoz*** lol..

ohh den it comes to my yum yum dinner time!!! my mummy made my favourite steam "xue yu"---> black cod fish?? lol.. den my dear called---> his goin to his fren bbq~~~~ ohmigod i oso wanna eat bbq.. wahaha... cl when's our next ***cooking session***?? lol.. k lar.. i'm tired liao..
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***GOOD NITEZ***

okie picture's time

2004-11-13T02:10:00.000+08:00

okie yup.. finally finish designing a cutie pic... lol...

lol... cute??? any changes??? haha...

and how abt this?? actually wanted to include it in the skin one.. but dunno how to and a bit bit weird too.. lol...

okie tired liao... tml still wakin up early... ***nitey***

taxi

2004-11-12T23:51:00.000+08:00

Woooohooo...yeah today I did nth in the morning except for being a whole day of guai kia.. lol.. okie lar.. I help my mum to wash the dishes and hang the clothes... err.. anything else… ahaha.. not much liao.. lol.. den afternoon went to out wif my dearie go watch movie ohmigod...The show is so cuteeeeeee so funni... u guys shld go hav a catch if u haven’t watch it (Taxi)--->though tt’s quite a "old" show... I love the squeezing part…wahaha... Opps!!

Okie and one more thing I guess today I have becum a pig liao... I ate so much!!!Ate yoshinoya for my dinner and after the show even had BK as my suppeR... ohmigod~~~ slack mi tonite.. hahaha... OOoo... quite happy today coz finally got ppl sent mi hm liao… so long dint watch movie wif thawlin liao.. hee...muacks~~~

sentosa!!!!!

2004-11-12T00:43:00.000+08:00

yeshhh... i had a great day ytd!!!! lol... except tt is saw lots of "LI"----->> little indians....
okie.. so ytd woke up early in the morning den proceeded to meet the "tao yan"(ailing) haha... at braddell... tt tao yan realli veri hao yi si... lol... make mi waited for her and yet she's at hm watching her "boyfren"---> jay zhou hahaa... okie den we all met up at harbour front station.. there started our journey to sentosa....

when we reached the sentosa ***OMG*** it's full of LIs... diao diao diao.... the whole bus is filled wif LIs and and they smell soooo goood.... hahaha... okie nvm... although a bit sian half liao.. but lucky tt the weather is sooo NICE!!! nice sun nice place nice weather!!! but the not nice LIs... makes us felt tt sentosa has becum a little indian island~~~ lol... after having some bites... we finally get to be "expose" to the sun... lol.. the sun is so strong ytd.... good tt's wat i wan.. haha.. den tanning for quite some time we decide to go down to the sea... if not i think we gonna be satay liao... lol... but ohmigod... there's so so so mani LIs... haha... they are so AA---> attract attention... eer xin!! lol..

after the whole day i realise i dint reali get burnt lol.. okie lar.. but quite fun... especially there's so mani LIs around.. lol.. kidding lar.. think i so bian tai ar.. haha.. ohh den after the trip i went to meet my dearie... so so so long dint see him liao.. coz he kana 'confinement' the week before.. k lar.. tired liao.. tata~~~ oh ya THANKS SO MUCH MY DEAR LAO PO---> CAI LUAN muacks muacks....

my long lost blog~~~

2004-11-07T22:45:00.000+08:00

woOhooo~~~... oH My goD~~ so long dint touch this blog liao... i think almost forgot wat's the webby haha... stupid mi~ haiz.. here comes the holidays... i had juz finish my exams and here i am rotting at home again~~ lol.. cancel all the job opportunities... and yeah!!! intend to rot at home for the whole entire ****HOLIDAYS****

yesShhh... so long dint update my blog le.. hey u all plz dun forget abt mi worz.. hahaha~~~ though i'm veri lazy but at least during this holiday i'll keep updating my blog bah~~ lol.. err... hope so... hope my "san fen zhong ran do" wun come so fast~~~ yes so this time round i will have 5 weeks of holidays~~ isn't that short?? err.. actually okie lar hor.. coz i dint work so no income so hope that sch better start earlier.. lol.. later kana throw rotten eggy... lol..

oh my i think when i come to holiday i'll become SUPER SIAO haha.. cant help it.. hai.. i've been staying at home slping for the whole two days.. i still remember my sushi buffet.. i guess it's still in my stomach bah... lol.. oh die!!! going to be piggy liao... hahaha.. my daily rountine--->> eat n sleep n eat n sleep ZZzzz..... dun be surprise when sch reopen u gonna meet one piggy worz...--->> early warning~~ lol.. (err.. actually touch wood lar hor.. ppl wanna jian fei leh.. opps!)

so sian finally tomolo is monday!! yeshhhh... finally i can get to step out of my house le~~~ goin to meet xue hua--->> my long lost fren?? lol.. so long dint meet her liao... wonder how she becum.. sure becum prettier.. woo... **weep weep** opps.. (i'm actually a BI-sexual) lol...

lalalalal

2004-07-30T12:52:00.000+08:00

arghhh.. i'm so bored now.. that's why sian till cum back to write my pathetic blog.. dot dot dot..
okie since when i stop blogging le neh???? must be quite a long time ago.. haha.. okie now having break.. nth to do becoz of the toopid lecturer cancel a toopid lesson dat's y i becum so bored.. anyway that's good for mi too.. i'll sure slp in the class later when the lesson starts.. okie anyway lesson goin to start le.. tata~~

ndp!!!

2004-07-11T00:39:00.000+08:00

oh yeah!! i juz came back from my ndp training.. it's so exciting!! though tiring... it sinces tt i had not been blogging for quite some time.. umm.. it's becoz my com still cant work.. sob sob.. no money to service it.. =( well.. i think this few days it had been a challenging days for mi.. gone thru quite a lot of things.. be it mentally or physically.. nvm i will chiong!!! lol.. i hope tt 9 august faster cum.. by den den i can save the time working.. yeah.. bo choice.. i'm too poor.. coz of those toopid ophthalmoscope and retinoscope.. so ex!!! aiyo why cant they juz giv us rite.. so toopid.. umm.. anyway it's quite fun having tt.. i tried using tt to see my mum's eye.. and .. okie.. i saw her blood vessels.. lol.. cute! k lar.. i'll update again.. have to do my reports and slp.. oh gosh.. tml have to work again.. dot dot dot.. cya guys!

yo yo yeah !!

2004-06-30T22:30:00.000+08:00

oh yeah.. i juz reach hm.. umm.. still quite energetic.. lol.. umm.. went shopping wif my dear.. hee.. and finally bought a shoes.. umm.. the design was quite normal lar.. but actually that wasnt the design tt i wanna buy.. well.. nvm lar.. almost the same.. lol.. okie went down there saw quite mani things tt i wanna get.. haha.. okie well control!!! nvm i think i'll get those things sooner or later bah.. hee.. sch starting soon le.. a bit sian plus a bit excited.. hee hee.. sian coz i think i still needa work happi becoz fianlly i can start studying again.. i find studying quite fun lar..lol.. eerr.. i tot i'm quite lazy.. well. okie i mean i find sch life more exciting den staying at hm or working bah.. lol..

okie let's tok abt ytd.. i went down to west mall to work this time.. umm.. quite a small roadshow bah... the business wasnt good there.. a bit sian sia.. okie but it's much much better than the Chris optical.. though i still think tt the boss there veri nice.. yea.. umm.. haha.. my dearest lao po and gang went down to visit mi after their lesson or watever lar.. keep skipping classes hor acl.. lol.. anyway thanks for visiting mi.. hee.. i was standing at the booth there for the whole day.. toking the crapping jokes wif other promoters and err.. the optom senior was rather serious.. but okie lar.. she quite nice to mi bah.. hai.. tml goin down there to work again.. -.-" anyway i saw Mrs CHEW!! haha.. not my mum.. is my sec sch principal!!! haha.. i still go blur blur approached her whether wanna buy lens anot.. but too bad she dint recognise mi.. if not hahaha.. sure help mi this cute little student buy hoR.. ---> haha a bit BHB.. okie end here le.. jia you!!!

oh yeah i veri sian now..

2004-06-28T16:42:00.000+08:00

umm.. i'm so free today.. early in the morning wake up tot of meeting gwen to pass her her contact lens.. aiyo.. this pigGy everytime put aeroplane sia.. sabo mi.. so instead of meeting her first den go down to bugis to hand in my timesheet i headed down to bugis 1st.. cl... i miss u.. haha.. coz today sch reopen mi bu hao yi si ask u acc mi to bugis.. lol.. okie went down there alone.. so ke lian.. okie anyway took such a long journey to bugis muz at least shop a bit lar.. haha.. den went shop shop a bit.. umm.. window shopping lor.. cant buy much coz have to save money to service my lappie.. umm.. saw mani nice things.. especially a necklace... woo... so nice so unique and some clothes from topshop.. omG.. haha.. well.. umm.. save money$$$ hee..

well.. ytd nth much except that i went for my ndp training.. oh ya.. and of coz... finally see my darling.. hahaha.. yea he juz book out from st john island.. i bet he had a great time hor.. umm.. okie ytd mood wasnt that good so gave him a bit bit of attitude lar.. but okie lar.. i noe he not so small gas.. haha...

den i took train to kallang.. halfway thru.. omg.. i saw edmund and my club's ppl.. oh.. so long dint go club le.. saw them all a bit pai seh.. haha.. but okie lar.. they're all veri tired le.. so dint tok much anyway.. umm.. but.. veri envy them sia.. can get to be together and enjoy the camp.. and mi? i have to go work.. wah.. sch starting soon le.. i think i still have to continue working.. poor and pathetic mi.. =P

yea mi!!!

2004-06-25T19:02:00.000+08:00

yea.. the day cl went to my hse for steamboat~~

ya.. i'm too bo liao le.. drag her down to tk wif mi.. err.. a bit vain.. lol..

boring evening~~

2004-06-25T17:57:00.000+08:00

umm... finally i get to rest today le!!! for the past few days.. arghh.. i'm like so damn busy.. perhaps is due to my time management again bah~~ hee.. haiz.. so long dint blog le.. coz of tt toopid lappie.. it's spoil.. till now i still dunno wat to do abt it.. no money to service it.. omg~~

umm.. okie ytd i dint do much things lar actually.. wake up quite late.. and got a surprise from thawlin! umm.. okie not surprise actually.. coz err maybe he realli dunno how to act bah... lol.. he came to my hse acc mi a while den we headed down to kranji camp for my ndp training..

wow.. so fast... ndp is coming!!! so excited yet lazy to attend for the training.. hee.. ohya on wed i went out wif hidayah!!! oh.. i can say she's a good partner for shopping.. lol.. gave mi quite a lot of ideas on the items dat i wanna get.. and dats why it made mi spent quite a lot.. and now i'm broke again~~ lol.. i had a hair cut on wed wif hidayah.. umm.. till now nobody noticed dat i had cut my hair.. diao.. nth to say.. =(
well nvm.. i still tink it's quite nice except tt it dint make a big difference..

sian sian sian... so confused!

2004-06-22T17:21:00.000+08:00

arghhh... so confused.... haiz.. i realli lack of time management sia.. so confused now.. everybody giving mi pressure now.. i'm so stressed up!!! my mum keeping asking mi to work to earn some money to pay my lappie.. wth... why it spoil at this time!!! next have i made the wrong choice of joining ndp?? i realli dint have the time for it.. i have to work have to attend my sch activities~~ i noe i kept on skipping the training for ndp.. but do i have the choice?? i cant possibly cut into half rite?

the agency called mi juz now.. asking mi to work on wed to sun.. i got no choice but to tell her tt i cant make it on sun coz sun's ndp is a rehersal no more a training... okie.. she said she'll call mi agaain and confirm... hai.. i realli wanna work for this roadshow one.. coz normally a roadshow tt last for 5 days is quite a big one.. but... well.. ndp..

when my mum reach hm.. i told her... she juz cant understand.. why cant she put herself in my shoes and think .. my ndp ic keep nagging to ask to cum for the meeting and rehersal le.. and the whole formation need the help of all the ppl not juz mi.. i cant possibly absent again.. how?? if i can i realli hope to cut myself into half..

tired

2004-06-21T00:59:00.000+08:00

arghhhh... i'm so tired.. and sleepy now.. still doing the data entry for my bro... sian sian sian... this morning went to jog a while den headed down to khatib the dunno wat Chris optical shop to work... haha.. saw shao cong, guo xiong and company... tok tok craps to help mi pass time... after the job went to meet thawlin den headed down to causeway to buy my papa day present!!! yeah i saw a polo tee.. umm.. quite nice i think but onli left wif M size.. haha.. my daddy oso fa fu le.. but i intend to give it a try coz tt thawlin say it "shld" be able to fit my dad lar... dot dot dot.. in the end.. haha.. a bit tight fit lar.. lol.. and SO!!! tml have to bring down and change the size!!!! den reach home had a kfc as my dinner... oh.. i ate 2 pieces of chicken!! some whipped potato blah blah~~ sinful sinful~~~

quiz

2004-06-18T23:30:00.000+08:00

oh my god!!! i feel fat!!!!!

2004-06-18T22:34:00.000+08:00

omG... noe wat?? my dad said i've grow fatter le.. omGGG. i hate this word!! hee. though i like to eat~~ wahaha... umm... i think ever since i start working, i've becum abit lazy to exercise le.. lolx.. keep on giving excuses not to go run and jog~~ omGGGG i feel fat~~ opPs.. ('.-)" nvm!!! tml start my dieting session!!!---> hope i realli start!! wahaha... if not realli going to be piggy le.. hee..

wow.. ytd i had quite a busy day bah~~ in the morning got the surprise from my dear.. haha.. kns.. bluff mi, still working end up standing outside my hse.. lol.. okie quite nice toO.. muacks~ den we rotted for a while and headed down to causeway point to meet liming and susan.. kns~~ both were late!!! nvm.. like tt can gimme more time to eat my lunch~~ lol.. and proceeded to buy cake!!! yeahh i choose one wor cl!!! nice?? i dint get the chance to eat it!!! sob sob~~ umm.. den we dashed down to cl hse.. haha.. dash down meh.. actually is shaking our butt and slowly walk to her hse lar.. lol.. till we recieved a call from pat den realise cl they all gona reach le den walk a BIT faster lar.. haha..

a lame thing tt happen was her poly fren tot tt we're cl and gave us fright~ lol.. den started helping them prepare a BIT realli a BIT lar.. of the food.. when cl reach hm.. diao.. all was still in a mess.. hee.. this was where the actually preparation tk place!! den settle down~~ eat~~~~~~~~ yummy steamboat!!! though the food appeared to be a veri "nice" but yeah eat!! oh eat again!!! wahaha.. sinful sinful~~~ halfway thru went off for my ndp training.. yeahh i got the pom pom le!!! so cute!!

as for today~~ umm.. haiz.. i tot can go shopping and watch movie one... end up staying hm watching dvd~~~ thawlin~~~~~ u ar.. haiz.. meet so late.. end up i can go shopping!! okie i think i wanna go cut hair and change a new hairstyle le!! at least before school reopen bah~~~ haha.. new semester new hairstyle mah rite?? (*.')('.*)

yea~~ im so happi now

2004-06-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

wahh.. finally changed my blogskin~~~ yea dun play play okie.. it's totally done by my myself one wor.. no help from tt stupid korkor~~ ask him help mi oso dun wan.. mei liang xinG!! wow i'm so happi now!!!!! yeah yeah yeah!!! my dad and mi okie le.. haha.. so funni juz now he went into my bro's room where i am in lar.. den started asking mi toopid questions den ask mi help him read the letters after that he came into the room again and this time round he brought in smth wif him den

daddy: nah.. buy for u one..
mE : orh okie...
daddy: tml going where?
mE : goin to celebrate ppl's birthday...
daddy: ppl's bday veri impt lar.. my bday not impt lar.. father's day coming le leh
mE : where got.. havent come yet wat ( trying veri hard not to laugh)

hahahha.. lol.. so cute!!! yea i win le.. after so mani days of cold war wif him!! victory ('.^)(^.')

oh ya not forgeting my dear dear~~ haha.. ummz.. wat will the surprise be?? hahaha.. so excited!!! i look forward to tml!!!! muackz~~

yea yea yea~~ so sianz...

2004-06-16T16:06:00.000+08:00

ummz... yea yea yea~~ so sianz... when went down to orchard yesterday... wow.. saw many things i wanna buy wor.. wahaha.. but too bad no money sia.. so mani ppl bday in june.. omG.... (8.#)" hee.. haiz.. today cant go out gonna stay at home help my bro do his data entry~~ lol.. SIANz... ummz... today woke up a bit late.. now veri enegetic wahahha... aiya dunno wat to blog sia.. now i'm listening to.... wahh.. so sweet~~

Michael Learns to Rock :: Take ME TO Your Heart~~~~

Hiding from the rain and snow
Trying to forget but i won't let go
Looking at the crowded street
Listening to my own heart beat

So many people all around the world
Tell me where do i find someone like you girl

* Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give me your hand before i'm old
Show me wat love is - haven't got a clue
Show me that wonders can be true

They say nothing last forever
We're only here today
Love is now or never
Bring me far away

Take me to your heart take me to your soul
Give your hand and hold me
Show me what love is - be my guiding star
It's easy take me to your heart

Standing on the mountain high
Looking at the moon through a clear blue sky
I should go and see some friends
But they don't really comprehend

Don't need too much talking without saying anything
All i need is someone who makes me wanna sing

*[Repeat]

rush hour~~

2004-06-15T12:46:00.000+08:00

okie this is for ytd one lar.. coz too lazy to blog le mah.. ummz.. ytd is 14th june hor.. haiz.. ytd i'm rushing the whole day in the afternoon after i woke up.. i luan for a while den headed down to bugis to hand in my timesheet to adecco.. diao.. sian half lor.. veri week muz go down there juz to hand in the timesheet.. lame~~~ after handed in the timesheet i rushed down to wlds swimming complex.. i met my mum there and den of coz go swim lar.. umm.. after swimming den proceeded down to tampines.. diaoz.. hahaha.. in the end i was late again to meet my fren.. lor.. den i went for my ndp meeting.. haha.. feel so guilty.. dint turn up for the last ndp training.. wahaha..

okie den reached hm.. i rotted for a while den realise tml shld be 14 den i tot thawlin forgot abt our 8th mth anniversay le.. so decided to msg him.. but ended up to realise it was 14th today.. haiz.. i think both of us forgot all abt it le.. well nvm.. next wait for next mth de bah~~ lol~~

ummz...had a boring day

2004-06-14T12:41:00.000+08:00

yea~~ ohh.. it has been 3 days le bah.. till now i'm still having cold war wif my dad~~ lol.. actually wanna tok to him one.. coz see him like a bit regretful.. lol.. no lar.. coz dunno lei.. my mum keep lecturing mi.. den come to think of wat my mum has said.. i think okie lar.. maybe tat time my dad was having "bad" mood.. lol.. oh ya i think is "endropause" bah.. =/ umm.. the last weekend i have been working in one of the optical shop in AMK~~ OMG it's so bored working down there my sort of "colleague" woroking for Complete solution one lar.. he so hao lian one kns.. dun like to tok to him.. dun let mi work wif him again! lol.. ('.*)"

i hate my dad!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-06-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

why i have this kinda dad~~ why is he my dad???? why must i respect him when he dosent even give a damn to mi?? i did nothing wrong yet still have to facehis scolding.. i ask myself, wat have i done and the ans is i did nothing! i dint own him anything.. i dun deserve this kind of treatment.. is he treating mi as his daughter? wat am i ? a pet to him? or not even a pet?? want to scold den scold.. want to yell den yell.. i'm a human too!!! i got feeling one.. he said i showed him attitude why dun he recalled wat he had done earlier??

2004-06-11T02:53:00.000+08:00

yea this is the dog i wan!!! Yorkshire^terrieR---> my dreaM dogGie~~ not cheaP!!! it cost $2200~~ omG... i think i wait till my hair goes white still cant have tt~~ lol~ (='.'=)"

i want a dog!!!!

2004-06-11T02:18:00.000+08:00

ohhh.. i'm so tired~~ went to the ndp training juz now.. umm... nah.. that wasnt fun.. i think i was too blur le bah~~ keep on doin the wrong steps.. haiz.. so kuku.. lol.. reach hm ended up here.. hee.. haiz.. so heart broken.. my idiotic bro said that my lappie's hardware got smth wrong.. diao.. have to go service again?? omG.. how?? no money$$$$$ haiz.. how cum i'm so "lucky" nowadays.. everything oso kana mi~~ haiz..

okie nvm.. i think i walk one step see one step 1st.. wahaha.. no choice since no money to cure my lappie.. i think see see 1st bah.. maybe it will recover itself?? dream on! lol.. goD bleSSssss~~~~~

i'm so bored now...

2004-06-10T00:47:00.000+08:00

ummz.. why today veri one sleep so early leh.. even tt acl slp so early... i'm quite bored now.. lol~~ as usual the Mr thawlin sleep quite early again, leaving mi behind~~ lol... kidDinG.. ppl have to work maHz.. umMz.. ohh today i had a fun day~~ hee.. woke up in the "morning" ---> err actually should be afternoon hor.. haha.. awaken by ACL!!! she called mi saying tt the person called her and she got the job~~ wahh so envy~~ haha.. okie cl u work properly wor.. next time bring mi in toO.. when i wanna job hoP.. now still on contract cant do so.. lolx.. well chatted wif her for quite a long time.. wahh... i think i xiang tong le.. in future dun wan to zhuang niu jiao jian le.. it's better to tok and clarify everything b4 u regret or make the wrong move.. hmm.. okie! jia you ACL!! hope everything goes well for u.. dun think so much.. rite now juz concentrate on ur cuming job and do mi proud!! wahahha.. i tok like i'm ur mama like tt.. lol.. no lar.. kidding.. actually juz do watever u wan bah.. dun be influence by others.. ***HAPPY*** is the key word!! rememeber ar..

around evening time went out to meet the Mr thawlin~~ lol.. bo bian he say it muz be fair cannot always he cum look for mi.. well okie.. see nowadays.. guy ar.. haiz.. hopelesS.. wahaha... okie reach jurong point had our dinner den proceed to a pet shop coz i think i realli wan a dogGie!!! umm.. i hope i not san fen zhong ren dou bah.. down at the pet shop wahH.. i saw so mani CUTE DOGgiEs!!! omg.. can i tk them all hm?? lol.. actually i saw a dog which i like alot.. i went to ask the shopkeeper how much it cost.. wahh.. god damn... it's so expensive!!! $2200 omG!! so much.. i think i can forget abt the doggie le.. sob sob.. (-.-)" umm den i went to see hamsters guniea pigs and cat~~ wow.. i think this is the first time i see a guniea pig.. so cutEEE juz like cl's chinchilla~~ ops.. i oso saw those special hamster.. i think i saw one which is veri cute one.. greyish white..--> cant remember the name le.. got another hamster oso quite cute but too white le..not special.. lol.. oOh.. ya i saw a cat!!!! errkk.. so er xin yet so ke lian~~ haiz.. there's mucus keep coming out from eye's of the cat.. omg.. and the cat was juz like cryinG... =( so sad thinking of tt..

after visiting the pet shops we headed down to IMM.. yea shopping shopping shopping!!! okie lar juz mingle around.. but dint realli shop lar.. muz noe mah.. still got tt thawlin.. hai.. guys realli dun like to shop.. so sian.. next time muz find a guy hu realli can shop wif mi OPPS!! haha.. if not den no choice give him training.. u know why i'm saying all these.. we're like shopping for juz a few hours onli lor.. den tt thawlin dotx dotx dotx sia.. says he's tired.. haiz.. den ended my shoPping trip.. lol.. anyway not so good to shop now toO.. coz no money!! i'm still waiting for my pay.. though not much.. but still better den nth~~ at least can accomplish and grant smth from my wish list.. ohh or maybe have to start saving for my little doGgie.. LOLX...

wahh torture..

2004-06-09T05:30:00.000+08:00

wahh look at the time now.. it's already 0531 a.m. le.. OMG~~~ so "early" sia.. finally i finished reformating my com le.. yea yea yea.. i started to hav a crazy thought tt's to redesign my blog end up i uploaded some pics.. and actually nth much.. k lar.. sleepyyyy.. i go orh orh le..

2004-06-09T05:25:00.000+08:00

oso taken quite long ago.. act cute again.. now i guess u all will noe tt i like to act cute bah.. wahha.. err err but i'm not acting lar.. juz born wif it.. opPs.. (#-.@)

2004-06-09T05:22:00.000+08:00

oh.. this pic was taken quite long ago bah.. but i still like it--> ~sweEt~

2004-06-09T05:20:00.000+08:00

wahaha.. still actinG cutE~

2004-06-09T05:18:00.000+08:00

oh.. toO.. sian le.. nth to do.. trying new programs.. lolx..

sianz dayz~~

2004-06-09T00:38:00.000+08:00

ohh.. seems like i had been slacking this few days.. dint hav the mood to update my blog.. lol.. okie back to topic for today.. i woke up "quite" early today.. went swimming wif my mumMy since she self declared again.. today is the second day she dint go work le.. wahah.. die.. my mumMy not working means tt i got less money to spent.. lolx.. well so long dint swim wif my mama le.. tot it would be quite a fun trip but den it turn out to be quite a funNi and naGgy swim day.. wahaha.. my mumMy keep claiming tt she's tanned enough and dun wish to get anymore darker.. so she insisted to swim for a while.. when we reach the swimming complex.. she started her nagging session again.. kept asking mi to swim quickly and leave the pool.. dotx dotx dotx..

after the swim when to have my lunch and headed back home.. wahh i'm so super tired when i reach hm.. dunno why.. ohh too long dint swim le bah.. lol.. i started watching tv den proceeded to my sleeping session le.. hee.. around evening time i woke up and headed down to tampines to attend my ndp training again.. the training was okie.. and wats next.. i went home lor.. haiz.. i tot i was goin to reformat my com today but den leh.. toopid com.. all my photos are in the com.. and cant even transfer the photos to my bro com.. cant bare to erase my photos mah.. lol.. arghhh arghhh.. toopid toopid com!!

umm.. so sian.. wat am i goin to do tml leh.. so bored.. hope to get a call to go work again bah.. i'm so damn bored at hm.. go out oso sian.. cannot go shopping.. onli window shopping.. when can i start my shopping sprEe??? (@.#)"

~My Wish List~
* i waNt a DOG!!! lol.. (='.'=)
* new swim suit & bikini
* contact lens (*.*)"
* clothes and Jeans
* nike running shorts
* colour and highlight my hair~~
* $$$$monEy$$$$ !!

working days...

2004-06-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

yo yo yo~~ hahha... i'm goin crazy lar.. today's my 2nd day of work everything jus go smoothly but except for the sales lar.. still like shit lar.. lol... i think i wun live on the comission le.. juz the basic bah...haiz~~ create a sin today toO coz i dint go for my ndp training... umm.. actually realli wan to go one.. but den haiz.. working... toO poOr le.. cant support myself... (-.-)"

anyway today i got to noe one optom senior again~~ haiz.. when den i can be a senior ar.. lol.. his pay better sia... dream on mi man!!! right now think of pass my semester first bah~~~

1st day of job~~~~

2004-06-04T22:39:00.000+08:00

wahhhh~~~ today's my first day of work~~ haiz~~ woke up in the morninG to prepare.. well reach the optical shop which is around my area~~ haha although dun need to travel but haiz~ still a bit sian sia.. got to noe one guy which is my "senior" haha well it's becoz he started promoting the contact lens earlier than i do~~ anyway i oso got to noe one of my real senior from optometry--> year 3 one.. umm.. haha anyway actually the whole business got nth to do wif my opto senior lar.. juz trying to be extra -.-" lolx..

umm.. today other than the contact lens i'm promoting which is Acuvue lens.. i've got 2 Ciba vision--> watever u call tt promoters and a Complete solution promoter~~ hmm... the whole day was juz a standing and toking day bah.. as the solution promoter and is beside my booth we, the three of us started cracking lame jokes.. anyway had quite a lousy day bah.. my sales wasnt tt goOd~~` i onli sold one box of coloured lens!!! and my partner.. he sold one box of coloured lens and 4 boxes of monthly lens.. aiyo`` wat is this~~ i'm so lousy.. tml cannot be like this le.. if not surely get kick out.. lolx.. jia you jia you jia you!!!!!!!!!!!!!! MAY GOD BLESS MI~~~~ TK CARE GUYS~~

boring day ar?

2004-06-03T16:52:00.000+08:00

wahhhhhhhhhh so SIANZ... dot dot dot... i've got nth to do today but to stay at hm to rot.. woke up around 12 pluz... --> piGgy aR.. ('-')" den rot a while~ wash up and started doing some hse chores--> no choice i bored till a limit tt i have to do something le.. hahahha.. i dunno wat i'm blogging now anyway~~ lolx.. well actually thinking of going out for a walk haiz~~ but so sianz.. seems like no one is free leh~ or maybe i'm too lazy to contact them le lar.. hee.. anyway later i'm going for my ndp training~ so wanna go out oso veri troublesome~~ ooO.. so long dint go for my training le.. wat will happen today leh?? dotx dotx dotx maybe i'll run to the wrong marker again and make a fool out of myself?? lolx..

2/6/04 --> wed --> a boring yet loving day~~ (^-^)
woO.. woke up early for a run~~ wahh... after the camp i felt as if it had been years since the last run.. lolz.. den reach hm wash up~~ as usual nth to do and started my rotting session again loRz.. around 1 pluz went to meet my darlinG.. wahh.. so long dint see him le.. oOooO.. den headed down to causeway pt to have our lunch~~ halfway thru got a call from liming~~ dunno wat she's saying wat wat something happen to cailuan den dunno wat le.. haha.. i oso blur blur.. end up they're meeting at northpoint to have their lunch.. cl cl.. u dun be too sad k.. everything muz look on the bright side and u'll have a brand new day everyday!!

after window shopping at causeway thawlin and i headed back hm.. as i'm getting sick of walking in causeway~~ we started watching dvds--> dunno wat vampries show~~ exciting!! anyway my mumMy kept on trying to get access into my room trying to see wat we r up to.. lol.. so cuteEz.. lol.. yeah "er ren shi jie"

wow 5 days of torture~

2004-06-01T19:20:00.000+08:00

1/6/04--> tuesday--> swimming!!!
woke up quite early for a swim wif xue hua.. haha.. think i gonna be superwoman le.. i feel so slpy now.. yawn~~ yeah!!! anyway one good news~~ i got a job!! starting work on friday~~ haha.. yeah!!

31/5/04-->monday --> last day of camp =D yeah!!!!
it's the last day of camp~~ we cleared up our bunk nth much and headed home!!!!! yeah!!!! finally i can get some slp~~~ well actually dint get much slp after i reach hm.. haiz.. slpt for 2 hours pluz got woke up by a call ~~ now---> triple eyeback!!!! haiz....

30/5/04-->sunday --> forth day of camp.. yawn~~ (-.-)Zzz..
we woke up late and true enough got scolded~ coz we're late for the debrief~~ Zzz.. we proceeded to the scavaeger hunt~~ wow~~ my station was named "THE" game~~ lolz.. lame.. coz could think of a name.. so funni~ well it's not the game that is funni it's the forfeit tat's funni.. the freshies had to be paired up in a boy to ger basis, we the ger standing on the guys leg, holding on to each other wif a leaf on their lips.. wow.. so romantic.. wahahaha... there's even a pair tat close their eyes so concentrated.. dot dot dot...

in the afternoon we proceeded for our station games again~~ it's quite a fun game.. other den the yucky freshies... they're so dirty.. we had no choice but all had to touch them in some way or other coz we blindfolded them.. lol.. after the game.. haiz.. sianz.. we had to clear up the place... it's the time when bev, ailing, daryl and i became lame.. as there's onli one mop.. we took turns mopping the floor.. we gave each other names.. and i was call marY... lolz.. and tt daryl even got a more weird name househusband~~ haha..

at nitez it was where the funniest part of the camp come to.. it's the shim competition!! the guys will be dressed up as gers and the gers as guys~ wow.. so funni~~ yet so disgusting.. lol.. one of the freshies wAs so super SEXY~~ he got a nice butt and he even got a black bra on~~ god damn~~ his boobs was so hard.. haha.. according to the guys.. they stuff in wet toilet papers and newspapers~~ omG.. and he shakes so well especially his pole dance, soOo.. sexy~~ ohh maybe his a full-time shim bah~~ wahaha..

den we proceeded to the disco nitez.. wow.. everybody was so high!! we're all dancing and jumping around.. well we all enojyed the nitez.. especially bev gwen and i.. shake like mad~~ there's even a freshie he's so sicko and "chi hon" almost all the GMs, GLs and even the assistant camp chief got "rub" by him~~ kns.. we dance from 12 to 4 pluz.. wow.. so nice~ hope i did shed some of my fats.. hee..

29/5/04-->saturday ---> third day of camp Zzz...
today gonna stay in school the whole day to set up the games.. in the morning we had a captain's ball competition~ it goes well~ haha.. however there's something funni happened!! halfway thru the game.. at my station we found a wetted toilet paper red red one.. OMG~~ gers.. u all shld noe wats tt.. wah sei.. we end up asking around whu's having menses.. so weird yet funni and true enough no one there to admit it.. well i dunno how the whoever ger did after the bloody toilet paper dropped out~~

in the afternoon, we went on to prepare for my station game.. it was named fish and bone.. gwen was like a siao char bo hoping to catch the freshies.. ummz.. maybe i am one toO.. most of the GMs in got injured haha.. coz we're too keen to touch the freshies.. i got my finger cut and my hand bruised~~ so ke lian~~ after the our station game.. we went on to prepare for our war games.. aiya how cum every clubs war games is sort of the same one lei.. water bombs all tat again~~ anyway.. i dint enjoy playing tt..

at nite.. we set off to our station for the nite walk.. haha.. we changed our location for our nite walkz.. i was assigned the corner near the biotech labs.. well there's quite scary toO.. haha.. anyway... i dressed into sadako~ and holding a red torch~ we're hoping to scare the freshies however.. i was sure whether did they got scared anot.. they're toO lamE.. everytime they passed us, they would pass those lame remarks~~ diaoz.. wahh.. after the walk it's around 5 pluz.. yawnz.. slpy slpy~~ zZzzz...

28/5/04 --> friday---> second day of my camp~~~~
yawn~~ dint had enough of sleep.. but still muz wake up.. haiz.. as it's the first day of camp, we GMs(gamemaster) were quite slacking lar.. coz there's not much for us to do.. it's the GLs that were busy doing ice breaking wif the freshmen~~ in the evening.. we set off to bugis to station at our individual station~ my station was at marina square.. it's sucks man.. the weather sucks man~~ ruined everything the building sucks toO.. as it was renovating!! thus some of the rountes had to be cancelled~~

well anyway it came up well~ and most of the freshies end up doing the forfeits.. lolz.. it's so cutEz... :D

27/5/04 --> thursday---> first day of camp~~
ummz.. wahh.. this's my first day of camp!!! umm.. initially we were to go there to prepare the things and games for the first day of F.O. camp~ but den lei.. haha.. everybody was so slack in the end nth was done~~ in the afternoon, we slack around and debriefing and at nite~ we started the try out our nite walk~~ wow.. cool man~~ the nite walk so scary.. even i got scared~~ hair standing man.. haha.. we went to walk our nite walk den assigned our station to scare ppl... mine was at a corner near the gym and the dance studio~~ omG~~ there was so eery.. so dark.. i ended up choosing a corner behind a wall~~ i wasnt dare to be alone so requested tt daryl to station near mi.. he end up to station under a stairs..

at first, i was so scare keep on talking to crap in order to forget that i was alone at the corner.. wow.. my corner was so scary.. there's a drain near mi and the water kept on dripping and dripping, the reflection of the noticeboard was so eery~ there's even cats tt kept on making those funni funni noise~ my god!!!

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so long dint blog le.....

so long dint blog le.....

arghhh

oh yeah first day of work..

umm.. i'm bored~~~~

ohhhh yeah exam is over!!!

omg... wat have i done?? is she crazy???

arghhhh i'm left wif one paper!!!!!!!!

quiz taken

ohhhh yesHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

omg... my attachments~~~

sianz...

finally i sees the sun~~~

i'm lost~~

ohh i'm so bored!!

ooooooooooohhhh yeah!

here in sch again\``

smth is missing

lalalalala... so sian.. i'm in sch now....

a boring day... arghhh

omg.. i'm having insomnia~~~~

omG... i wish i got more than 24 hrs a day~~~~

oh yeah~~~ why always reports??? heez..

haiz.. my new image... omG.. horrible sia.. i hope my hair grow faster!!!

omg!! i cut my hair..

oohh~~~~ ChionG arHhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!

bad mood~~ sian.. haiz...

photos now!!!!

New Year Eve~~~~ omG!!! sinful act part onE...

sunday again.. sian.. sch tml~~~ sinful act part 3

new year day... sinful act part 2~~~~

arghh.. i'm so tired.. wish i can sleep sleep sleep...

Merry ChristmaSSssss......

boring day~~ yawn..

my poor eyes~~~~~

cookies

wahhh... so tired today~~~

sunday~~ dragging my leggy~~

suay yet happy???

umm.. dunno.. a day of thinking and sadness???

haiz.. isnt today surppose to be a special day???

so bored now...

wahh.. i becum such a guai kia..

sianz.... sad?? pms???

dunno??

okie today was bored tired shag...

i hate today~~~

waiting waiting n waiting

diao

day of pain and tiredness

umm... wat happen today ar??

a day of unexpecteable outcome...

my day of saddness....

a day of rotting

so damn pissed off.... spoil my whole day of fun!!!!!!!!!!

a moment of anxiety~~~

monday blues...

yeah!! today is sunday~~~

boring day...

ohh... a day of rotting...

pics time~~

a day of walking and walking...

wooohoo..

umm.. rotting day bah..

hai... wat a rotten day...

day of anxiety~~

wat a boring day~~~

okie picture's time

taxi

sentosa!!!!!

my long lost blog~~~

lalalalal

ndp!!!

yo yo yeah !!

oh yeah i veri sian now..

yea mi!!!

boring evening~~

sian sian sian... so confused!

tired

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sunday dragging my leggy

yea~~ im so happi now

wow 5 days of torture~